mercedo's Journal: Pastel Love

My pastel love is over. She said she's in love with someone and she doesn't want me to interfere with her relationship with someone. My final duty was over, it was actually not my duty, that was just what I wanted to say. By a man who failed to have earned even one woman's love at the midst of forties.

The name I used to mention was an internet pseudonym in order not to bother &harm anyone. I know better than to use a real name in the Internet. Generally speaking when it comes to using other's names.

Be Happy and forever!

Excellent

[Stargoat]

You should be glad of this. It did not work out as it may have, so it could not have worked in any other manner. Be at peace and secure in the knowledge that you did more than you would have before you acted. You are more in the action and lack of succcess, than without acting and never knowing if you would have gotten what you want. You have my respect.

Re:Excellent

[mercedo]

When I was a kid, I was often called I am prematured -matured in the very early stage of my life. On the other hands I was unable to be adult so easily even after I came of age -being twenty. I spent the Dark Ages throughout my twenties, wondering what is life, what was wrong.

At age 30 I was able to get out of my dark ages after brainwashed by the news -my objective of love had already got married two years before, then my too late spring of life had started.

It seems not easy to start a new relationship w