
Journal mercedo's Journal: Double Life 2
More and more I wrote journal entries in this site, the more I am eager to let many people know what I've been writing in this site, especially for people who know me for many years. -There must be a huge chasm between what I used to be in my high teens and what I am now.
I've got two girl-friends, each one of them don't know the other.
I have two jobs, one is teaching and the other is just a manual job. None of them in my working place don't know I am doing another job.
Everything which consists in me is two different faces, past and present, two loves, two jobs. Everthing's just scattered, but all are well-organised and systematised, consistent, and integrated. But I know this is not a real me, I am hoping I want to be oneness though at the same time I know it's somthing impossible to seek for from all my past experience.
I recall what Epicurus said, -'hide and live'.
What Out With Those Girlfriends (Score:2)
Also, those girls might not like you talking about them on here. Five years ago I made a website where I talked about my personal business. My girlfriend knew about the site. In fact, she made fun and insulted the website, so I thought she never looked at it. Then, one day I said some negative things about her. It didn
Re:What Out With Those Girlfriends (Score:1)
But the problem is.. I made a public announcement that I published a book many many years ago. Certainly it matters.
I didn't tell anybody around me I used to publish a book so nobody knows. So from various standpoints, I am free from troubles. But if someone who knows I published a book and tell my girl-friends that he mentioned both of you in my JE, then it migh