mercedo's Journal: Double Life

More and more I wrote journal entries in this site, the more I am eager to let many people know what I've been writing in this site, especially for people who know me for many years. -There must be a huge chasm between what I used to be in my high teens and what I am now.

I've got two girl-friends, each one of them don't know the other.

I have two jobs, one is teaching and the other is just a manual job. None of them in my working place don't know I am doing another job.

Everything which consists in me is two different faces, past and present, two loves, two jobs. Everthing's just scattered, but all are well-organised and systematised, consistent, and integrated. But I know this is not a real me, I am hoping I want to be oneness though at the same time I know it's somthing impossible to seek for from all my past experience.

I recall what Epicurus said, -'hide and live'.

What Out With Those Girlfriends

[XopherMV]

If you tell your friends about your postings on Slashdot and they tell those girls, then those girls might read your comments and get jealous about you dating other girls! Be careful!

Also, those girls might not like you talking about them on here. Five years ago I made a website where I talked about my personal business. My girlfriend knew about the site. In fact, she made fun and insulted the website, so I thought she never looked at it. Then, one day I said some negative things about her. It didn

Re:What Out With Those Girlfriends

[mercedo]

Besides, I never tell that I am mercedo among people around me, which certainly prevents me from receiving an accusation of commiting debauchery.

But the problem is.. I made a public announcement that I published a book many many years ago. Certainly it matters.

I didn't tell anybody around me I used to publish a book so nobody knows. So from various standpoints, I am free from troubles. But if someone who knows I published a book and tell my girl-friends that he mentioned both of you in my JE, then it migh