The problem is though, is that I'm becoming a little bi polar in regaurds to this. Sometimes I feel like just dumping it all now and just making what will happen in 3 months come earlier. We will both be moving away then, and well we all know what happens with friends when you move away.
The other side is that I keep wondering if there is something and she's just too afraid or whatever. Or maybe she is just waiting for me to make a move. She's confessed shyness, so.... So there's this side that says I should just kiss her and see... I seriously doubt I ever would, but it's still there.
This is mainly only when we are apart. When we're together having fun things settle down and we're just friends, though the want is always there.
It does make me wonder if people who say they've taken the step back actually have or they just pretend really well that it's all gone.