This water you swim in is as big as an ocean, the problem is that you just don't know what its like to be a fish out of water.
The fuck I don't.
I'm being judged for the color of my skin today, AND NOT TO MY BENEFIT EITHER. You're a fucking hypocrite and you still owe me an apology. I AM NOT PART OF INSTITUTIONAL RACISM AND I DON'T GIVE ONE FUCK ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS WITH IT. I DIDN'T DO IT. I HAVE NEVER, NOT ONCE, EVER, PARTICIPATED IN THE OPPRESSION OF ANOTHER PERSON BASED ON THEIR SKIN COLOR. I don't really like the jokes either.
If a woman gets raped, am I somehow responsible because I got a penis?
If a black man gets beat up in Alabama in a hate crime, did I participate in it or condone it?
If a gay man gets denied a job, did I deny it?
You're a fucking clueless moron. I'm being told today that I don't qualify for any kind of social assistance whatsoever for my lack of employment and medical conditions because I'm white, mid 30s, and I have a penis.
I worked damn hard for my education. At the moment, things are pretty damn tough. I probably fall into the poor category now after losing my primary house, and my investment house that I was renting. Worked damn hard to go full doc on it too, so fuck you if you think I got it somehow by oppressing the "minorities". I got them through hard work, keeping my credit score way up (paying my fucking bills on time), and suffering. I went without many days to save for a better future.
When I moved into a condo afterwards, I got punished like a mother fucker for my credit and had to shell out over a thousand dollars in non refundable fees. My whiteness did not save my cracka ass that day.
In the last couple of months volunteering at homeless shelters I personally witnessed that white men were TOLD TO GO TO THE BACK OF THE LINE. No shit. Told... by a black priest. They were last in line to get food. The woman and children I understand, but white men don't get shit. So if you do become homeless and poor, god fucking help you if you are white and have a penis. Society apparently looks at you like a demon that can't protect itself, and now is the time to take out all the rage on it.
What fucking world do you live in?
Apparently your world continually tells me that some fucking mythical white superhero brigade exists that will pull me aside anytime I get into trouble with easy money, less consequences for my actions, and preferential treatment.
That's not my world. My entire life I've been told that I am at the back of the line for any kind of assistance. That people with a different skin color than me deserve, solely based on their skin color, preferential treatment.
No, my world has shown me that I get treated worse predicated on a simple idea that my life somehow made better by being white.
Prove me wrong you insufferable asshole. I dare you. Show up my front door tomorrow with that fabulous wealth, opportunities, and hot women that are begging to be draped over my white male shoulders for nothing.
Please. I'm waiting for my white power world. Where is it?
It is, in fact you, that is oppressing me. Why? Cuz I'm white right? Right? Am I right?