Ditto.
I've been on Methamphetamine trial since the beginning of this month...after 8 moths of trying to get an psychiatric...3 of which was wasted on a psychologist on a wild goose chase to see if i were an aspie.
Now, I weren't the best in following prescriptinon...after several years without checkups it sorta happened...I blame myself but there it is.
I tried to do something about it, called my doctor, tried to get the wheel in motion in lieu of my internship.
Now...spring...has been fucking fantastic...did shitload of work, promoted my self personally in the field... and worked in the office 24 to 30 hours.
It was stupid todo so, routine would be great, but bottom line is...now Im on Metamina with an excruciating slow trial period.
I've not touched Ritalin for 2 months...
Its...Going from reflective, curious, open, calm and relaxed....to anxious, jittery and fogged up.
Its the worst HELL I've been through, I feel all my ambition are just slipping through my fingers, my own identity being denied to me, my own mind.
emo/slitwrists and all that.
But natural or no, it works...it works for Paul Erdos it worked for me.
It wasnt a Silver Bullet, but at least i had a loaded gun to use.