aridhol's Journal: Drunken Rambling

5:30 in the morning. After-hours clubs fuck you up. really.

Got hauled into the lecture hall on Thursday. Actually, the entire class did. Seems a guy in my class was an undercover cop. Busted a second-year student for selling drugs. Also went to several parties, and took names of underage drinkers and the overly rowdy. Chief tore us all a new asshole.

11 days 'til i can file for divorce. There's something to celebrate. Discovered I still had a pic of her in my wallet. Borrowed lighter. No more pic.

Went drinking with two barracksmates. Both married. Both ended up with girls. I went home alone. WTF?

School sucks. Duty watch sucks. Supervising prisoner sucks. Doing homework while supervising prisoner on duty watch sucks majorly.

Rarely drank coffee before joining the navy. Now narcoleptic coffee addict. Who somehow can't sleep after a night of drinking.

Unbalanced levels of liquid courage. Saw girl. Watched, saw she wasn't with a guy. Walked toward girl. Wussed out at last second. Feel vaguely uncomfortable picking up girl before filing divorce. Buddies tell me i'm separated, it isn't adultery. Maybe that's why I lost nerve. Dunno.

5:35 in the morning. Need sleep. Must finish homework tomorrow. Must put away shipped baggage - finally arrived friday. Don't want to get in shit for another failed inspection.

Good night everybody. Closer to good morning, i guess. whatever.

tisk tisk

[bouncingbean]

Heres a hint, stop drinking and you will sleep. I don't sleep when I drink, thats why I don't drink on course.

At least you made a move towards the girl... just remember they're people too. They just look a hell of a lot better than men and they can control your life with seemingly unrational cruelness.

-Leon