Journal Hi_2k's Journal: Nightime 1
I have some limited ability to use the computer again, so I'm gonna write something. I have no will to write, but I'm going to. I need to.
I am dying at school. I've screwed up, and I continue to screw up there, and I cannot handle the pressure of the whole situation. I hate 90% of the people. I do not understand the teachers. I cannot understand most of the decisions made by the administration. I cannot handle the constant reminders of how I've screwed up.
I cannot get over G1. I thought I had: For a while, I thought I would get together with G2 and put G1 behind me forever. I built up a case against her. Then I read her blog again, yesterday. I have no words to respond to it. I finally sent that e-mail. I'm kind of frightened of it. I don't know what she'll think... but then, who does? The world is a chaotic system.
I, for some reason, always seem to go after women with with self esteem problems. Every girl I've ever really liked has been terribly depressed.
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