thelasttemptation's Journal: Colors

When I think of you,
All I see is blue,
It used to be,
A big green sea.

Green is the color of change,
Green is the color of renew,
The green sea used to be,
Something that washed over me.

But now, but now all I see,
Is a blue sea of sadness,
From the day you walked away from me,
without saying a word.

Who else can I be,
Except me?
What else can I do,
Except love you?
But I guess that's not enough,
It's never enough.

Tell me what you see,
When you think of me,
Tell me your thoughts,
Tell me your dreams,
Tell me what you need to see,
To start beleiving in me.
But I guess that's not enough,
It's never enough.

I never saw red,
I never saw black,
I always made you smile,
I always made you laugh.
But I guess that's not enough,
It's never enough.

Beleive, please beleive in me,
Let me hold you tight till you see,
I'm not blind to my inner mind,
I can find what I need to find,
But I guess I'm not enough,
I'm just never enough...

hopefully

[subgeek]

eventually, getting your feelings out will help you get past the hurt. there's a release that's healthy, but if you just dwell on your pain indefinately, you force yourself to relive the past constantly. getting over pain isn't as easy as someone else (like me) telling you to get over it. on the other hand, you'll be happier if you let yourself move on.