este's Journal: I'm too damn old.

I don't mean to presume that I am actually old relative to other people, but I can defintely say that I've been feeling old recently. I mean, just a few years ago, I could stay up for the better part of the week without any detrimental effects--I'd even be productive. Now I'm sitting here at my desk job, exhausted because I slept 6 and a half hours last night. All because I stayed up to watch Charlie Rose on pbs-- WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WATCHING CHARLIE ROSE?????? I swear, add the heartburn that's been plaguing me for the last few days, and you've pretty much got the profile of a 52-year old man.

Shit.....