mwarps's Journal: Lamentation

I don't know what to lament.

Jeff thinks we should do a study in online lamentation. I'll see what I can do.

I have spent five years at college and not gotten a degree yet. SO my fault.
I have so far spent over $120,000 on school. My fault.
I am going to be indebted to my parents until I am 35. Oh Yeah. My Fault.

I have no job. My fault.
I have no money. My fault.
I can't mod my computer precisely the way I want to, because I don't have the money. Again, my fault.
My car door is broken. Directly and positively my fault.
My car is internally unkempt. My fault.

My room is full of books. Not my fault.
My house is full of antequated old packratted shit. Not entirely my fault.

Should I make a section where I can name blame? Nah, that's just not nice.

So. Shittiness seemingly abounds. *Twirls finger*

Life is not about the shitty. Life is about the good, and by my last breath will I strive to find the good in every situation and downfall.