Just Jennifer's Journal: Why I Am Here....

Well, I first came here because I found out that tomhudson was using this place to attack me. I suspect that he thought I would not be aware since he tends to favor places where he imagines he is in control. For example, his website is heavily censored. Anyone can comment on mine. While I reserve the right to remove comments that, for example, attack others unfairly, about the only posts I have removed are ones that link to some weird Asian porn site. On the other hand, tomhudson censored one of his cohorts. Of course, that may be part of the reason that tomhudson's web site has no comments...though it is ore likely that he has no readers.

I came to defend myself...I stay because I tend to defy bullies, and yes, tomhudson is a classic bully. Arrogant, boastful, and not particularly bright...I had to put up with guys like that in elementary school and junior high school. They generally outgrew such by high school. I guess tomhudson hasn't.

Contrary to what he claims, I am not here to score points. In fact, that seems to be projection on his part. He is the one who goes on about how many friends he has, how everyone is on his side, etc. No, I don't care if you agree with me or not. I would like to make people think. I would like to get them question why they believe what they do... If you are just reacting blindly, then...well, I feel sorry for you.

In fact, quite frankly, if you can't think, then I would just as soon you not read my journal. It is a waste of both your time, and mine.

Oh, and I love how tomhudson justifies his hypocrisy. Like most people, I don't always take a good photo. tomhudson, through the efforts of some other stalkers (and yes, tomhudson is a first class cyberstalker) has found a few bad photos of me. Some were literally stolen, some are falsely portrayed, and one, which I admit is quite horrible, was taken by a local paper for a comment page. So what. If you are honest, which some are incapable of, you would have to admit that if you did not know the context and the history of most of the photos, you might judge them a bit differently. But when they are presented as tomhudson has, well, people will usually act as immaturely as expected. It should be noted, as best I can tell, he generally hides, I know of one photo, that might be him. If it is him, well, he looks sort of like Dustin Hoffman in Tootsie. The problem is, tomhudson is showing his true colors. Real women are not all attractive, and I have never claimed to be a great beauty. I am not as bad as he likes to make people think. But, and this for me is the bottom line, when people meet me in real life, they see me as a woman. But that is not surprising...I am a woman. Regardless of what tomhudson thinks, he really can't change that...any more than he can change what he is.