one9nine's Journal: In a Van Down By the River

1/2/2003

While running today, I slipped on some ice and almost fell into a river. It doesn't sound like a big deal but it wouldn't be like I fell along the bank. The river has a dock so it would have been me falling into about six or eight feet of freezing water. That would have been fun.

My roommates want my rent check today, and guess what, they ain't getting it. I have -$800 in my checking account. Awesome. I will hopefully receive a check from one of my clients on Monday and it will hopefully cover expenses for this month.

My roommate from college just told me he got engaged. Yet another wedding I have to attend which means yet another opportunity for me to go deeper into debt as well as realizing how much of a worthless piece of shit I am. I have a better chance of winning Powerball than getting married let alone just having a girl carry on a five minute conversation with me (my record is actually 17 min set last November. She's moving to Arizona in the spring so don't even ask).