
Journal Journal: Dearest Journal
I have a very interesting entry today, and by interesting I mean existent. I truly think that's enough to divide this entry from most days'.
Second opening: I have a bad habit. That habit is editing. I edit my posts -- oh God! -- before I post them. It's not a fact I'm proud of. It's not even a fact I'm fully aware of, but I'm aware of it enough to gasp out this diary entry pleading for help.
You see, while often editing a post before posting it remedies trivial mistakes like writing "and" instead of "a", and while it frequently lets me rephrase my sentences with more logical precision and cogency, hurried edits in fact introduce far more shocking and glaring ruptures in meaning and exactitude than those they withdraw.
Dearest journal, I point you to this wretched example.
You see, a glance had exposed to me the inappropriate narrowness of referring merely to Google, and not to groups such as Google, but alack, I mangled my sentence with an incomplete revision.
As is often my wont, I criticized myself as an AC. I also criticized others. But my tears trickled unabated; my shame, frothy and wild as it beat against my mind, was unrelenting.
This is not a story, then, of an awesome man -- no, not quite as much as it is a story of that man suffering a frenetic fussiness that fields far fiercer faults than those it fixes.
So accept, dear journal, the apologies of a tired, wheezing old wheeze-bag, whose wheezing is just too self-aware.
Second opening: I have a bad habit. That habit is editing. I edit my posts -- oh God! -- before I post them. It's not a fact I'm proud of. It's not even a fact I'm fully aware of, but I'm aware of it enough to gasp out this diary entry pleading for help.
You see, while often editing a post before posting it remedies trivial mistakes like writing "and" instead of "a", and while it frequently lets me rephrase my sentences with more logical precision and cogency, hurried edits in fact introduce far more shocking and glaring ruptures in meaning and exactitude than those they withdraw.
Dearest journal, I point you to this wretched example.
You see, a glance had exposed to me the inappropriate narrowness of referring merely to Google, and not to groups such as Google, but alack, I mangled my sentence with an incomplete revision.
As is often my wont, I criticized myself as an AC. I also criticized others. But my tears trickled unabated; my shame, frothy and wild as it beat against my mind, was unrelenting.
This is not a story, then, of an awesome man -- no, not quite as much as it is a story of that man suffering a frenetic fussiness that fields far fiercer faults than those it fixes.
So accept, dear journal, the apologies of a tired, wheezing old wheeze-bag, whose wheezing is just too self-aware.