Journal: facing reality

So - i've been living & volunteering in croatia for the past 6 months as a web developer. In 3 weeks i head back to Canada, and I have no idea what to do with my life. Bills are waiting for me in Toronto -- $800/month just for rent & student loans & bills, so I must work ASAP -- but doing what? I'm sick of doing tech stuff; I enjoy doing it in my spare time, for fun, but as a 9-5 thing it sucks. I prefer sawing things and soldering things, even though I don't really understand electronics yet. I'm definitely in for an adventure...