making a new account, either phuckauthority or pa

Bleh its not fair! When will I get my fucking Karma back?!

Wonder when my Karma will get better...are they even seeing my posts?

Yeah so I just got done with a huge update to http://crimethinc.tk .. huge..

Fuck the standard loving W3C, seriously though, fuck them straight to the non-existent hell.

Dad just called. Now I'm really fuckin confused. I think he was nervous or something. Very nervous. He wants to "talk" on saturday after I get back from fixing all those damn ibooks and getting the scanner to work. It's wierd. I don't know what's gonna happen. He's probably still the same caliber of fascist that he was before..just playing a new game..

Holy shit, it's been a long fuckin time since I entered into this journal. I've been so busy with crimethinc.tk that I havent even had much time for /. add to that that I've been coding wicked hard to my new trance soundtrack and stuff.

Yeah I found a new approach to females, I'm gonna go up to this tonya girl and just start makin out with her, and then pray for sex. Even though there is no god.

Ill wait till later to talk about the war.

Thanks for your time, my loyal fans. ;)

PS-Holy shit the whole point of this was to say that now I have a 500mhz full tower and a Toshiba Satellite 1750 laptop..lol..lmao..

I'm still not a communist. Even after a day of him trying to convince me. I'm not a communist. I have not abandoned anarchism, he was taking advantage of me. But I know that authority and hierarchy are the problems. Not everything is based on economic relations!

So she wants Robbie, or she thinks she does. He will use her and then he'll be done with her. Whatever.

I want to get into a fight.

My second cousin killed a man today. Yep thats right. A man's life was ended today with my second cousin involved in it. Did he do this intentionally? No. Was it his fault? No. The man that died pulled out into the middle of the road while my second cousin was too close to stop. My second cousin's rig smashed right through the tiny car, killing the driver and the dog occupants. The man was 71 and I don't know how to feel right now. I feel no guilt or shame. I feel no sadness or even relief. Honestly this has little effect on me at all, and I'm wondering why.

Okay,
Today I got word from her, the notes are freaking her out and shes "taken".Whatever.What-fucking-ever.Now Josh, whom was delivering the notes, wants her, if he gets her, WTF am I to think??I don't give a fuck.

Well,
I don't know if I'll ever join another pointless organization, start another mortal venture doomed to fail. I wish the whole of the revolutionary left would focus their efforts on educating--truly educating the people and taking power. I guess thats all for now, will post after school.

Started Reading "Hacker Cracker" by Ejovi Nuwere today..I've had it sitting on the floor next to my bedroom door for like a month now..I have been lazy and reading other books since I bought it with birthday money..so after I read about 50 pages I went to his site nad lo and behold there is a message board..apparently he will give the most active poster an autographed copy of the book..I would love to get that...

Wow, some fucked up shit happened tonight.LOL.

First off, I install DarkStep, so I'm like..yeah I'll be able to switch back and forth and shit..So I load it up and I'm stuck in Dark Step..no way to get back to explorer and sadly explorer is better than darkstep which is kinda wierd but you know anyway..so Im like ahh shit cuz i go to the site by the grace of the dead god and find out that the only way to get your system.ini file un-fucked is by reinstalling WinBlows (thats right I hate widnows but Mandrake hates my modem and redhat hates my harddrive..winblows likes both so its my choice) so anyhow..Im like ahh fuck..now ill lose all my shit..right?WRONG!!HAHAHA!When I reinstalled, everything was cool, explorer was back and yet another fluke has taken place and yet again I am all wierded out by this computer shit..

I'm so bored right now. I can't take my mind off of her. As she said, I don't even know her, but does that really matter?I wrote over and over in that note that I want to get to know her.(!).Anyway, craig went to the game and apparently hes gonna talk to her..I don't know though..Anyhow..all I've done tonight is download Propaghandhi songs..pretty good stuff...can't wait for craig to get home and give me a full report.
Lol, it was funny cuz dustin is so anti-authoritarian but has no idea of it..its funny cuz everytime I try to give him information about anarchism he gets scared and blocks me. He is an anarchist whether he wants to admit it or not.

I love that song by green day called Sassafras Roots:

Roaming 'round your house
WASTING YOUR TIME
No obligation,just
WASTING YOUR TIME
So why are you alone?
WASTING YOUR TIME
When you could be with me
WASTING YOUR TIME

Well,I'm a WASTE like you
With nothing else to do
May I WASTE your time too?

Warding off regrets
WASTING YOUR TIME
Smoking cigarettes
WASTING YOUR TIME
I'm just a PARASITE
WASTING YOUR TIME
APPLYING myself to
WASTING YOUR TIME

Well,I'm a WASTE like you
With nothing else to do
May I WASTE your time too?

So why are you alone?
WASTING YOUR TIME
When you could be with me
WASTING YOUR TIME

Well,I'm a WASTE like you
With nothing else to do
May I WASTE your time too?

Guess that's all for now.

I feel like a fucking idiot!FUCKING IDIOT! I'm getting confused info from my sources but either way..its all fucked up..one source says she thought i was a dumbass for writing the sweaty palms thing another says that she thinks im nice..wtf am I going to do...WTF!I wish I could talk to her on AIm or if she would call me or fucking something would fucking happen...something..im so confused right now..I don't know what to fucking do...what the fuck do I do!?ARGH!!!!!!

Okay,

So yesterday nothing happened. Each and everytime I passed by Tanya her friends would be like "there he is..go talk to him" and I'm like "WTF?" (to myself) maybe this is just as hard for her..

I'm thinking of starting a personal webpage kinda thing..I wonder what I should do it about..and should I continue of my potentialy destructive course of only using black backgrounds or should I use a white background? All these are questions that I need to answer..leave me alone..