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Journal Journal: home page, sweet home page

It's very sad and depressing to admit, but over the past month or so, Slashdot has become my home. no, not just home page, i've had it as such for a long time now. no, it's where i belong, where i live, where i spend most of my time. i'd like to apologize to the servers for the increased traffic. i've been checking the main page every 20-30min when i'm at my computer. i've been reading more articles of less interest to me. i've been voicing my opinions. i was even a moderator for the first time a few days ago. i meta-moderate every day. and i'm still looking for more. geek am i. geek shall i awlays be.

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Journal Journal: Welcome to the Real World

what is real?
what is reality?
The Matrix poses some interesting questions.
who's to say that this world, what we know to be real, is nothing more than an illusion?
a dream. a prison. a work of art.
how do we know what's real and not?
our mind tells us, right?
we can feel it. see it. breath it. taste it. smell it. sense it. we just know.
but our dreams can be real too. when you're dreaming, how do you know you're dreaming?
if you don't know you're dreaming, then how can you real, truely know you're awake?
but dreams don't always follow the rules. true? what are the rules? constraints? limits? what if this world is just our own personal dream? how do we know that everyone else is real and not just a figment of our imagination? just like in our dreams. how do we know that each and every person is real. how do we know they think for themselves? how do we know...anything?

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Journal Journal: Purpose: Why? (Part 1)

while watching the matrix reloaded and revolutions on my computer the other day i got hung up on some reoccuring lines. Smith says it perfectly: "There's no escaping reason, no denying purpose, because as we both know, without purpose we would not exist. It is purpose that created us. Purpose that connects us. Purpose that pulls us, that guides us, that drives us. It is purpose that defines us. Purpose that binds us." Purpose. for a long time i thought i knew what my purpose was. my reason for being here. well, i was constantly redefining it, but there was, for a long time, no mistaking it. I had a purpose. hell, i had many purposes. but recently i found myself, for the first time in many years, without purpose. no purpose, no reason. nothing to define my existance, my continued advancement in life. i found myself questioning what i was doing and why. at the same time i was struggling to figure out why i was suddenly questioning my existance. while i think the breakup might have helped trigger, or bring to light this feeling, i know it's not the reason for it. infact, looking back, i can see how things were heading this way long before the breakup. even more, i can see signs of it going back to before we even got together. so the question still remains. WHY? well, my philosiphy is more along the lines of "why ask why, just shut up and die". no, "WHY?" is not the important question. more importantly, and with more relevance, is "WHAT?". the question is not, "why am i here?", but instead "What am i supposed to do here?". we as people can and have debated for most likely our entire existance why we are here. thankfully science has given us that answer. all the way from the "Big Bang" to the first life on earth to the emergence of humans. there is no hidden reason why we are here. there is no mystical answer. even if there IS a god, why (there it is again!) would god go through all the effort to create everything we know, past, present and future. All for us? All for a proving ground, a test, for us? pass this test and go to heaven? NO! that is so arrogant and concieted to think that it's all about us. and that is exactly our nature, to be so full of our selves. i say we're full of shit. but anyway, i'll get into a religious debate another time. as far as the big question is concerned, after close examination, i have decieded that "WHY?" is wrong and pointless. sure, you can pose millions of "WHY" questions. but to figure out the answers, the question we should be asking is "WHAT". Yes, we are born. yes we're gonna die. but WHAT do we do in the mean time? in prehistoric times the what came down to a matter of survival. then is was more about HOW do we survive. today we have survival pretty much figured out. except for a few "conflict's" throughout the world, we humans do a pretty good job getting by. so what now?
  ---To Be Continued.....

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