I need to vent!! I hate people!!! Every single person I hate. Well not everybody there are 2 people that I do not hate and can not find anything to hate about them.

Christmas is just one big commercial. Everything besides the real meaning of Christmas is stupid. I just want to have a happy Christmas and break without being yelled at by anal people every 15 minutes. I am supposed to be relaxed not funn of stress.

I want to get away from everything!! I just want to run away and live away from people.
Nobody thinks how I think or agrees with anything I say. I could go on but writing this is worthless. Not one person reads this anymore.

Everybody else is doing something today I am sitting all by myself and doing nothing. My life sucks. Everybody talks about their plans but doesn't invite me. Everybody do you know how much that pisses me off. I hate people so much.

IF anybody reads this(which no one does) call me and ask me to do something.

So I wake up at 6:30 and nobody is up. My radio says that there is really bad snow in lake county. I look outside and there is no snow here so i get up and take a shower. My mom wakes up and asks me if Talty is giving me a ride. I call Talty and his mom says we don't have school. YAY!!!!!!!! The best part is that I won't have 3 quizes on Friday!!!

I hate everything right now!! And everybody could care less about me!!

I am stupid. I think too much about things. I screw up everything. Nobody will even read this thing so why do I bother.

There is one thing that keeps me going.

I haven't posted in a while. Actually I don't go online that much and I found out that there is so much to do.

Play practices are going pretty good except Mr. Lipps can't teach music!! And today they made an announcement that play practice goes until 5 but then at play practice they said we will get out at 4:15!! That made me mad!! Oh well this night was fun.

Went through the basics of act II my name wasn't mentioned once. I think I am in the first scene and that is it. So they are going to throw me into the company. All I am is a glorified company member. Hey I am following in my sisters footsteps. No liensce, spots Soph yeah, and a glorified company member Sr. year...oh wait she got the lead her Jr. year!!

Today was highly entertaining. If somebody steals your keys once don't you think they would be more careful with them? Not Missy. I took her keys and sat in her car with Paul. Then I opened the trunk and told her to get into the dar that way. So she did and we locked her in! We were about to drive away but Brittany had to come over and save her!

Play practice I just sat there and listened to the songs in act 1 then realized that I am not in act one!!

Why do I feel like this?

Does anybody even care? Nope.

Who gives advice to the person who always gives advice?

I am really confused. Does anybody like me??!!

Nobody likes me.
Everybody hates me.
Guess I'll go eat worms.

I hate my mom. I get into the car after call backs and I am in a great mood. My day has been good. She then tells me about how I did bad on my SAT and I told her they take my best verbal and my best math score. She told me that I shouldn't even apply to Case because I won't get accepted! Then she yells at me for having a B- in Gov't. Then she tells me that I am not living in our house if I don't go to college. I was thinking what the fuck! I'm going to go to college just becasue I haven't filled out my apps yet doesn't mean I am not going to college. If I get my lisence before I'm 18 I am seriously considering moving out. I can stand it anymore!! I don't feel this say about any other adult but my mom bugs me so much I'm sick of it. I should fail Gov't just to piss her off.

I don't think I am appling to Case. I agree with my mom there I am to stupid to get in.

Friday I had my senior retreat. That was fun. I got run over by people 2x+ my size.

What posses somebody to go swimming in Lake Erie in the middle of November. In front of 16 students, 2 teachers, and a pastor??!! Wow! If you don't know what I am talking about you will soon.

Friday night was fun.

Today was my Dad's 50th birthday party even though his birthday was in October. It was fun but I was the only non-adult there. Then I went to see Master & Commander. All in all it was a good movie eventhough it dragged a bit during the middle.

I have to work 8+ hours tomorrow. Oh well more money!

Sitting here in AP Comp Science. I am bored. Supposedily taking notes on stuff. Actually I did take notes. A miss place comma caused a rocket laugher to go crazy. And now some words from Steve Evans: "capitalism su>ors" Beautiful!

Sitting in my room at 12:21 and I have nothing better to do than post stuff. I am in a really good mood right now. Crazy drama going on. I am actually kept in the loop of this drama. Its not where I find out 2 days later. Well maybe I should sleep probably not but whatever. Buh bye!

I feel like everybody is keeping secrets from me. I don't know anything. People are afraid to tell me or maybe I just think this. I just want to know about things.

How stupid can you be where you can't even think of something to write in someome's yearbook?

I need reasurrance. I need a hug.

People at gas stations like it when you pay for gas dressed as Mario.

The party was fun even though the host didn't show up until 9:30. Never play Dance Dance Revoultion of you are missing a pint of blood. You get dizzy after a while. People in scary movies are stupid and they all deserve to die.

At open house i gave no tours!! I did a bunch of performing arts stuff though.

Why didn't I do it?!