Tuesdays suck. Mondays are always great, because after the weekend I'm energized to do anything at all on mondays. And even if things go down the tube on monday, I am still an optomist. However, when tuesday rolls around, I start at the lowest low possible. Today sucked. Last tuesday sucked, the tuesday prior sucked, and so on. They all suck.

My job stinks. All I ever do is a single little stupid piece of crap component of my job. There is so much more to do, but my supervisor limits me to this little unproductive area. And then, the littlist things can get your ass in hot water. Screwing in some screws? Make sure you got a Technical Order out! Oooh! Yes, I need a TO to know how to put on panels! What are the torque values? 10 pounds inches. But I still need a TO, because I'm dumb and like being treated as a dog.

I'm ready for something new. But I still have 1762 or so days left to go. Its like being in prison, counting the days left. But the unfortunate thing is, I have no idea where my niche falls outside of the armed forces. I want to stay AWAY from computers at all costs as far as a job is concerned. I mess with them when I get home, and I don't want to get sick of them. It is a hobby, not a job. I would prefer astronomy, however, I'm not a number cruncher. And I'm not as logical as I should be. I also enjoy oceanography or marine-biology. But all these requier a college education -- so there is the tripper. After my CDC's I MUST start my college education. But on base education is limited to management skills. I'm not a leader, let me tell you this. I am a follower, I accept instructions well, and go all out to comply. I can be a leader. I won't deny myself from that posistion of responsibility. But I don't relish it.

Later.

Ryan M

Work today was A-OK. But as usual all my efforts are wasted due to misinformed people (including myself), and ill-trained individuals. These kind of things need to stop but never will.

Of course starting out my day without any kind of caffine whatsoever wasn't very nice either. I felt very withdrawn all morning. I like to drink Earl Grey in the morning, just once. Sometimes if I really crave for caffine, I'll go for some coffee. I make it in Bodum coffee maker...which is keen, but not nifty -- its a pain to clean out, especially in a limited dorm room such as mine!

I played a bit of Diablo II with the expansion pack, which I think was really worth it. Too bad they didn't include all these features originally. I also think there ought to be an easy way to let characters who had completed all the acts prior to have access to act V. Alas I cannot find that way, so I've got to defeat a good many more mobs before I can see that act.

This can easily be abused.

Ta-Ta.