Journal: the truth

the truth is I love you and I Want to be with you but I need time. I feel betrayed and hurt; I do not trust you yet and it has been a year, 1 and a half years out of two where I mistrusted you. Dont you see???

Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up