Journal: Journal Day 1, whooooopatty dooo

Just in case anyone reads this, i'm Randall, I'm 18 and go to Weber State University. I work at some computer labs, and i'm a pretty good combination of geek and communications major. I am not one of those glassy eyed poindexters from days gone by, but i am a kid that is very into punk music, and used to be into skateboarding.

Just to let you know now, this journal might seem really really depressing. I've suffered clincal depression since i can remember, and now days its not as bad. I had a whole medicated phase for 9 months and it seems to have made me less volitile. i actually get depressed like a normal person now. Instead of weeks of crappy crap, i get a bad day. Its freaking awesome. I can't describe how nice it is to know that life doesn't suck.

Today was a blah day. I was really not feeling that great, and then later in the night it just got worse, not due to anything, i just kind of felt the squeeze of financial pressure building up, and i have two tests tomarrow, and i hope that i dont fail again in my media writing class.

Blogs are lame, unless you're a porn clerk which i would encourage everyone to read here . They're quite entertaining. Probably a lot more entertaining than my little blog will be.

Maybe someday i'll get famous, and people will look at my slashdot user account (assuming va/linux is still around) and get tremendous insight from what i'm saying. But then again, since i'm just said that sentance, it probably will never happen.

Oh yeah, and i always want someone to hear new music. I'm not just into punk, i'm into everything except for country. Today's artist of the moment is Thicke. His real name is Robin Thicke, and he is related to Alan thicke from growing pains (he's his son). He has some hot songs right now, even though most of the ones i find are just loops, they're good enough for him to be the artist of the moment.

Anyone who has used this journaling thing before, let me know what the deal is with the topic. I guess i can just comment on situations going down, and then when the whole fame thing comes around people will be really astounded about my thinking.

Anyways have fun. dextr0us -- randall

while i was previewing, i learned that you can't link in journals or something crappy. so everyone the porn clerks' stories are here at this web address
http://www.improvisation.ws/mb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=4475

they're hillerious. can i emphasize?