OK. First of all, never once have I claimed to be a "great man." All I am is another guy with ambitions of greatness, and am honest about every facet of my life.
That said, I invite you to read the amusing text of an ICQ conversation I had this morning with a girl named Jenn, using the ICQ account of one Robyn. During the conversation, I told her I'd be posting this, and she said she didn't care. Permission is granted, so I can't be sued ^-^ And that also means that if you feel like adding her ICQ number to your list and fucking with her head for a while, then by all means, go to town. In fact, I encourage it...
Anyway, I never claimed that my jobs have been the greatest in the world. My current job is Cleaning Guy/Spare Bartender at the local VFW club. Glamerous? Nope. I'm also an aspiring musician, but am I famous? Nope. Just getting started, actually. I also live at home with my mom and dad because, due to my luck and the local economy, I lack the funds to move out. But as soon as I do, I'll be out.
Keep in mind that I think there's nothing wrong with all of this. The only thing I would change immediately is my living situation, and I'm making every effort to do so with a job and a band (first paying gig is this Saturday night, more on that in a future entry). Nothing at all is wrong with my current situation. Could be better, but it could also be worse.
Now, Jenn? I don't really know about her. She seems odd and immature for a 20-ish year old who thinks like she does. I've only ever met her in person once or twice, and those were for maybe 5 minutes each. Why she thinks of me like she does is beyond me.
Tonight, she expressed the need to let me know just how shitty and pitiful my existance is compared to hers, and she wanted to make sure that I was well aware of the subject.
But little did she know that what she (or anyone else) thinks of me doesn't really matter one way or the other to me...
And so, hillarity ensues:
Session Start (ICQ - E-Rock:25025470): Thu May 08 00:55:34 2003
25025470: whens yo band play
E-Rock: Saturday night
25025470: jennsvthere
E-Rock: ???
25025470: BACK WHERE I COME FROM IT'S CALLED DOIN THE HIPPIDY DIPPIDY
WHY DO YOU HATE JENN
WHY DID YOU GET FIRED
E-Rock: I don't hate Jen, what did you mean by "jennsvthere" and fired from where?
25025470: I DONT KNOW, BEST
E-Rock: Because I knew too much.
25025470: ART?
E-Rock: No, not art...
25025470: ART ART BLEW A FART
E-Rock: Have you been drinking?
25025470: SPRITE
E-Rock: And...?
25025470: IT'S CHEWY
E-Rock: Once again, you continue to fail to make any sense whatsoever...
25025470: HEY I THINK YOU SHOULD GET A MULLET
E-Rock: Yep, no sense at all..
25025470: BEST
E-Rock: What about Best?
25025470: I THINK YOU SHOULD GET A MULLET
25025470: DO U STILL LIVE AT HOME
E-Rock: Exactly what are you trying to get at here?
25025470: WHAT IM TRYING TO TELL YOU IS THAT YOU ARE A BIG LOSER....
YOU CANT EVEN WORK AT A FREAKING GAS STATION.....YOURE TOO QUALIFIED....MY ASS.....RIGHT.....YOU CANT EVEN MAKE MONEY PUMPING GAS...HA HA HA.....THE ART INSTITUTE HAS GOTTEN YOU REAL FAR....YOU ARE HOW OLD, STILL LIVING WITH THE FOLKS, PLUS STILL ANOREXIC......GET A TUB OF LARD AND GO TO TOWN....WELL NOT THAT WAY BUT WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU
KISSES....
25025470: YOU DID ASK
E-Rock: And obviously, you haven't grown up at all. I was fired from Best because I got too close to the Manager having an affair, and rather than her lose her job over doing it on company time, she fired me. What the Art Institute has done for me is irrelevant. Living with my folks is most certainly not by choice. I am not anorexic, I have a high metabolism. If I were genuinely anorexic, I would weigh MUCH less than I do now.
E-Rock: Everyone else has at least matured somewhat. You haven't caught up yet?
E-Rock: And honestly, does it make you feel better about yourself to talk shit about someone elses circumstances?
25025470: you are cool. let me think about this...you went after a MARRIED woman whose career is checking people out who need to buy soda and purchase gasoline. Im glad to see that your standards ARE high.....
YOURE the one who BRAGGED on how you would be working for Disney.......Can I have Mickey's autograph?
Maturity level......hummmm.....let's check yours...reread first paragraph..you know the affair...point to ponder.....I would share my disgusting love life with others...once again...check of maturity level.
Does your folks have an extra bed for me...perhaps I can live off of them too.....hee hee....
Yes I like to see others FAIL who ONCE thought they were so great....oh it makes me chuckle thinking of you being the person I give my $15 that fills up my tank.....then again I guess you are used to dealing with money to fill up tanks....HINT HINT
25025470: quick response.....must be all those qualifications holding you back.....
Ill take a pack of Marlboro lights in a box please
Thanks
E-Rock: The affair: Not my affair, hers with someone who was engaged only in his own mind, and even then has an obsessive/compuslive disorder with regards to excessive gambling and mental abuse towards his girlfriend.
Disney: Never said I WOULD be working for them, said I COULD, as in it was possible. However, from what I've learned about the Walt Disney Corporation, they wouldn't be to favorable to work for. Besides, my major was Multimedia, not Animation.
I do work, and not pumping gas. I work for the Osceola VFW.
And as far as maturity goes, well, you're proving me right each time you send a message.
E-Rock: End of line...
25025470: by your responses....i can see the maturity.
well ponder this YOU MIGHT be working at the bar for the rest of your life. Ill email Disney and let them know how much better off you are.....
once again, the lard
25025470: the crossing guard waved me through
E-Rock: Lard? Make some sense for once. I will not be working at a bar for the rest of my life. Do you get off on putting other people down? Or are you perpetually stuck in the 10th grade?
E-Rock: For christ's sake, get some class...
E-Rock: People do what they do to get by. That's all I do. Greatness comes with time, to those who want it.
E-Rock: There is nothing wrong with anything I do.
25025470: you work at a bar.....and you tell ME to get some class.....gettting by? humm interesting way to put that
i dont understand how people can go through life thinking whatever they do is just fine...then again there are people like you which causes the world to contain the many mysteries it has.....
greatness....hee hee. ill take a rum and coke.....think you can get great at the correct proportion? point to ponder
25025470: my cartoons are on.....gotta jet.....
nice challenge.......ha ha ha
E-Rock: You must certainly be enjoying yourself, because you're entertaining the hell out of me. I haven't laughed this hard in ages...
25025470: it is good to laugh at yourself.....
E-Rock: No need when you're supplying all the comedy...
25025470: i could be the next chris rock.......COULD BE!!!!!!!
im glad to see that you can still laugh about your situation. im was just bringing up some of the great accomplishments that you have done with your life.....
oh was the prerequisite for working at the bar to work at best PRACTICING selling the smokes?
E-Rock: In case you haven't gotten the hint, I'm laughing at you, not myself...
25025470: okay....it is your LIE.....tell it how you need to
25025470: you are quick
but then again youve been told before too
E-Rock: Never said I actually gave a rats ass about what you think of me... And because I don't give a rats ass, the senseless drivel coming from your keyboard is what's fueling my laughter. I find it funny that you feel the need to justify your self-supposed position in life by taking someone's life and making it sound like it's the most repulsive thing in the world.
Honestly, are you that insecure about yourself?
E-Rock: Now I feel bad for you... Wait... No I don't... Never mind...
25025470: my position in life is to help others. YOU HAVE problems....you think that you have accomplished so much in life. i am just pin pointing some aspects about your life thus far in hopes that you would better yourself...even you are above a bar....atleast i think you are...
insecurities? hummmm......let us think about the affair once again. point proven.
E-Rock: I hope you don't mind, but I'm going to post this entire conversation in my weblog, complete with ICQ number and your full name. I think quite a few people will get a kick out of it...
E-Rock: Who says I don't help others. Apparently you haven't heard about my Volunteer work...
25025470: im sure the whole world will read it as well. i would post all your accomplishments
E-Rock: I have quite a few people around the world who read my work, actually...
25025470: are you feeling insecure? you must justify your assistance with the volunteering...hummmm
25025470: i feel sorry for them, if my life was that pathetic...to read your web conversations...hummm.....
E-Rock: And still, she tries... Amazing...
E-Rock: Since when does volunteering constitute self-justification?
25025470: i know i am
too bad NOBODY has ever told you that in return.....
E-Rock: Two different matters entirely...
25025470: since you have to justify that you complete these duties....
25025470: you are a different matter entirely
E-Rock: So, is everything I do going to be looked upon as a negative?
25025470: where is this web shit. i wanta read it
25025470: No of course not.....you are human
E-Rock: We haven't finished this little comedy hour yet, deary. I can't post it until you're done making me laugh...
E-Rock: Human is all I will ever be.
And you too, for that matter...
25025470: well i hope you have had your thrills....
E-Rock: Deary, the party's just starting...
25025470: nah it is just ending...
E-Rock: Come on, I know you can do better than this. Make me REALLY laugh...
E-Rock: Quitter...
E-Rock: Quitter...
E-Rock: Quitter...
E-Rock: Quitter...
25025470: go look at your penis. that will make you chuckle
E-Rock: You can't tell me you're giving up on trying to make yourself look better than me?
E-Rock: Quitter...
25025470: i never claimed that i was better than you
25025470: ERIC
E-Rock: Gee... That's basically what everything you've said implies...
E-Rock: ROBYN
25025470: bye
E-Rock: Oh, and thanks for giving me permission to post your ICQ number. Enjoy getting Slashdotted...
25025470: this is jenn
E-Rock: Oh, but you don't know what the Slashdot Effect is... Here, let me show you... (Link: http://www.google.com/search?q=slashdot+effect)http://www.google.com/search?q=slashdot+effect
E-Rock: JENN, whoever...
E-Rock: Ohhh yeah... I have access to YOUR ICQ number, too...
25025470: go to bed
E-Rock: This is going to be really fun! I should thank you, really...
E-Rock: And to think that you actually gave me permission...
25025470: i am so scared.
E-Rock: Nothing you should be afraid of. Just a source of quite a bit of amusement for me.
E-Rock: The Slashdot Effect, if you would actually educate yourself, is only temporary at best...
25025470: get the lotion and go to town
25025470: go away
E-Rock: Only you would twist it that way... Of course... nah, nevermind. I'm finished with you.
E-Rock: The chatlog is long enough.
25025470: oh yes eric
my nipples are hard
E-Rock: Or maybe not. Come on, that's cliche. I KNOW you can come up with something better than "oh, my nipples are hard"...
E-Rock: Seeing as how you're living SUCH a BETTER life than me...
25025470: get your hands out of your pants
25025470: i know..id be jealous too
E-Rock: Give me a break. Is that all you've got? Come on, bring it on, girlfriend...
25025470: dont ever call me girlfriend AGAIN
E-Rock: No, you did not go there GIRLFRIEND... Uh uh...
E-Rock: Girlfriend...
E-Rock: Jenn's my girlfriend!
E-Rock: Yay, I'm all twitterpated! Joy!
E-Rock: Girlfriend Girlfriend Girlfriend!
E-Rock: Annoyed yet?
E-Rock: Or should I try harder?
25025470: im sure you get try harder all the time
E-Rock: Creative... Come on, I know you can do much better than that... If you're going to insult me, at least do it right, please...
25025470: atleast do it right.....another famous saying
E-Rock: Are you having an off night?
25025470: NO
E-Rock: Your brain seems to be unable to come up with a truely witty insult...
E-Rock: Impress me, damnit...
25025470: mirror
E-Rock: I'm waiting...
25025470: another famous saying you hear often
25025470: are you having flashbacks from some dates
E-Rock: Mirror mirror on the wall, will Jenn come up with any good insults at all?
E-Rock: The verdict is in... Nope.
E-Rock: Did you get these insults in a fortune cookie or a box of crackerjacks?
25025470: mirror mirror
25025470: you tell me which one won your woman over
E-Rock: Oh, now you're reaching...
E-Rock: Bottom of the barrel alreday?
E-Rock: Sad...
E-Rock: And here I was holding out hope that you could honestly say something so original that I'd have no choice but to feel even remotely insulted...
25025470: yes ive been working with the bottom of the barrel.....all evening...
typical man.....whenever youre in the mood they arent and then after orgasm they just keep it up
25025470: bye
E-Rock: Oh, going to tell me about your sex life now? Sweet! I've always wanted to know how people with better lives than me like to fuck...
E-Rock: Come on, Jenn. You have yet to come up with a real zinger. Reach deep down, find the other of your two brain cells, and ask it for the best, most insulting thing you've ever said to someone...
25025470: i wish i was eric jacobson
E-Rock: Wish on, wishing dreamer...
E-Rock: Maybe someday...
25025470: that would be a nightmare
25025470: hopefully
E-Rock: That it would. Two of me? The world would be destroyed... I'd have to kill you first...
25025470: good
E-Rock: But then again, ammunition is so expensive these days, and it takes a whole lot to get the blood off of stainless steel...
E-Rock: Perhaps Anthrax...
E-Rock: No, wait, nevermind. I don't have to do a thing :)
25025470: humm.....maybe i can copy this and send it to the cops
E-Rock: They'd certainly get a good laugh about it...
25025470: what part of leave me the fuck alone dont you understand
probably the fuck
E-Rock: Ha ha. You have an ignore list, use it. I certainly will be. Thank you for your time, though, I got a good laugh out of the whole thing...
25025470: night baby doll
sweet dreams
25025470: dream of me, ill be dreaming of you NAKED
E-Rock: Yep, the cops WOULD love this...
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Well, if her position in life is really "helping others," then I guess she did her job. I really did get a good laugh at the whole conversation, and she most certainly helped that laughter along...