Truly reform minded people are trying to prosecute the people who stole our pensions and put the money back, and they want to bring the troops home and stop the empire building and prosecute the people who send them out on their killing missions. They want to abolish prohibition, on ALL levels, federal, state, and local. They want equal treatment under the law, regardless of economic status, race, etc. and demand an end to privilege based on same. And yes, we want to replace "Obamacare" with medicare for all.
Your sincerity is not in doubt. Your judgement, on the other hand is based on false assumptions about the charismatics, whose spell you are currently under. You remain unaware of the consequences. Perhaps by choice, perhaps not. That depends on whether free will actually exists.
As to your desire for our untimely demise, I forgive you :-)