dextr0us's Journal: i never write, except to clear the air

so.... in case YOU read this, i would suggest stopping right now. You asked me to do this before, and i did.

ok... i didn't.

the reason why i think i'm not as attracted anymore is i realized some stuff. You kissing that dude really hurt. Like, i thought it didn't bug me, but it does. I'm going to go find out some stuff, and i need some time on my own. I don't want to hurt you, but it kind of hurt me. I still want to be friends, just not right now. Maybe in a month, or two months. I think thats the way i feel... plus all those things i mentioned. The depression, etc... so yeah.