Journal Celt's Journal: nothing much to report, or is there? 1
Well its been some time since my last update, I'm still in the same job and still with my girlfriend but things unfortuntaly have not been the best as of late which is very worrying.
We do have small arguments now and then and there on-going sometimes I feel I want to pack everything in and other-times I want to stay with it, sometimes I think one reason why I don't want to end things is I just don't want to be alone again as I've done it for years, but then when I think about that I just think thats me trying to make excuses because the real reason I don't want to loose her is because I love her.
To be honest I don't know what to do
I'm still in the same job, infact the company has paid for me to travel to the UK for a month to do some work for them, its fine and all but I;m bored outa my mind here on my own.
All I brought with me was a modded x-box with x-box media center installed onto it (along with about 150+ films) I should brought my shuttle PC, but oh well.
On the plus side of things I've met some great people here and its been nice so far, even if I have only been here 1 week so far.
I had a great night out on Saturday with aload of people from the company here one of them was even nice enough to walk home with me to make sure I;d be ok (I drank I good bit)
Unfortuntaly I left my cell phone at home on Sat night and my girlfriend was trying to phone me (we talk everynight) and she was very worried and to be very honest I don't blame her one bit I would have been the same.
She worries about me, especially about how I feel over here (in UK) on my own, I wish she wouldn't
Anyway to cut a long story short we had another argument about it (it was small) but we still had a argument and to be very honest yesterday was one of the worst days I've had in months, it brought back some memories about how I used to feel before I went to college a couple of years back and it scared the shit out of me.
Lets hope today is better, because I sure hope so...
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