bluephone's Journal: Dreaming Of You

I had the strangest dream last night. It was extremely plesant, however. I dreamt I was in a stable long-term relationship with a beautiful girl. Now, I haven't had a stable long-term relationship in a while. I've been stuck in the unstable short-term loop for years now. This has partially to do with my penchant for mentally/emotional unstable girls, and that fact I'm a little off-kilter as well.

It reminded me, however, how wonderfully fulfilling these kinds of relationships are. How totally satisfying it is to have a person you truly love to wake up to every day, and to go to sleep with every night. In my dream she was very warm, and caring, very down to earth, smart and funny, everything you could want. Although she was blonde, and not my preferred red hair color, in the dream, for a while she did try black hair. That was fun.

I miss those days. I suppose that's the price of maturity. The chick-du-jour becomes tiresome after a while...

I would say who's face it was on Miss Right, but that would just totally ruin the effect. Needless to say, I didn't realize it during the dream...