thelasttemptation's Journal: Silence

Silence

The silence drowns out the noise,
implicative in it's meanings,
keeping your own heart from beating,
just let the stillness out.

Let go, let go, let go,
Of the one you care about.
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow,
The tears of your innerpain.
Move, just move, just move,
To try to end the stillness.
Scream, just scream, just scream,
To try to end the silence.

People all around me,
Yet I stare without seeing another soul.
When the robots ask what is wrong,
My voice betrays me,
When the people won't leave me alone,
My silence destroys me.

And yet, and yet,
I don't leave,
And yet, and yet,
I still beleive,
And yet, and yet,
I keep on looking,
And yet, and yet,
I just want to run.

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Re:I forget...

[thelasttemptation]

They are completly original, and sadly, the only music that I have that goes with them is the music in my head. To be honest, I really wish I knew how to play a guitar or something, cause I think I'd enjoy it. Maybe one day.

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thank you

[SolemnDragon]

thank you for putting them here for us to read. I know i say it every time, but how are you? Are things at all changed? Yes, you're a stranger, but i won't be told that it can't matter to me whether a stranger is well or suffering; i'm a stranger to most of the people in the world and it certainly matters whether i'm oke, so it matters whether you are.

So i'm glad to see you post, as a sign that you are indeed still out there, getting by as best you can.

And he's right. They're good lyrics. I would say look for a software program that will let you play around and write music, because that's what i'm having to do. You don't have to be able to write music if you get a program that will render it into tablature for you and play it back, and has a basic interface to let you play notes the way you want!

Sol

Re:thank you

[thelasttemptation]

How am I? Hrm...
So much has happened lately it's amazing, yet, I don't know. Here's the short version.
I meet a lovely lady who is exactly like me, and well, she liked me, and we started a relationship. I found meaning in it and was happy. She went through a rough time and was really down and I did all I could to help her, but well, she drug me down, and when she came back up, I didn't right away, so I was a bit depressed, I admit it. Well, she couldn't handle that I think, cause she told me she was mistaken

feedback isn't cheating

[SolemnDragon]

it's context, and a part of every artist's experience.

Ja, i said artist! Cope. You're an artist, you create actual works.

"Love makes your soul crawl out of it's hiding place." -zora neale hurst

Of course you felt whole. Sometimes all it takes is one person listening, caring, and so on, for you to get better. The trick is that it has to be the kind of better that remains if that person goes away.

I think you've gotten at least some of that. Don't fool yourself into playing along with the spare tyre gam