Journal icovellauna's Journal: Solstice 4
This is the shortest day and the longest night of the year. But this year there is no ritual at my house to celebrate this turning of the wheel - I don't have the energy to get one together, to bring all the disparite members of my household together and make all that happen for us all. It is the first time in a long time there has been no ritual for this, and that is a sad thing for me. Ritual marks for us where and when we are in time and space, and brings us together to mark our unity in those moments. I guess that this time I mark a new coming of the light from a different place and I don't really know where that place is yet. I think that this heralds a new kind of strength and rebirth, but I haven't quit got there yet. This is ten weeks of Chemo and I'm sick and tired and having a bad day. I know the sun will return, I know that the Goddess watches over me, but right now, I wish for comfort and joy. I'm tired of the darkness.
This is the long night. The sun returns and the days grow longer. Joy is afoot in the world, and all we have to do is be open to it. I think I'll go light a candle. Blessed Yule everybody. Light a candle with me, and across the world watch the sun rise, and the joy of life fill your spirit.
This is the long night. The sun returns and the days grow longer. Joy is afoot in the world, and all we have to do is be open to it. I think I'll go light a candle. Blessed Yule everybody. Light a candle with me, and across the world watch the sun rise, and the joy of life fill your spirit.
My mom (Score:2)
Re:My mom (Score:1)
Re:My mom (Score:2)
Then again, maybe that's a side effect of feeling that way in the first place.
Thanks for mentioning this so i came back to look.
X-mas (Score:2)
I have a theory that most mid-winter celebrations were a historic form of a lightbox for countering SAD... when things get super cold, it gives you a defining moment to look forward to at its very worst, then you bask in the glow for days after that, until the winter thaws and spring comes.
If you can't have The moment, I hope you can have many moments with each of the people that matter.
Keep it up.