Journal bluefairee's Journal: well shit. 5
i just got a call that my grandfather died on thursday. no one has been able to reach my mother and they just found my grandmothers and she gave them mine. i get to call my mom and tell her that her father is dead. this, after i'd decided to call and tell her i didn't want to go to houston for her brothers b-day. 2months ago he was given 3-12 months to live because of cancer. they just found it and it's too far gone to bother treating. i don't want to go to the funeral either. i don't want to be a member of my family, but i am and he's dead and i have to make the call.
so. here i am. i was just laying down to go to sleep and the phone rang. now i don't feel too much like sleeping. i don't know what i feel like. i'm just kinda here. maybe i'm in shock. my grandfather has always been around and he's always been and asshole. an asshole who loved me a lot. now he's not here. what am i gonna do when my family is all gone? i guess i'll just be here.
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I express you my sincere condolences. (Score:1)
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i'm more concerned about my mother freaking out because everone is dying and deciding she can't/won't live with her only daughter not talking to her. unfortunaltly she doesn't understa
Not sure what you're planning.... (Score:2)
Hey.... wait... whaddayamean I don't get a vote? I thought blue's life was a democracy!! Well, damn....
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....Bethanie....