Guipo's Journal: I friggin hate Oracle, and mindless ramblings

Ok, I barley know it, but its such a biotch to install. ARghh. I cant get the thing to install off the network, so I have to go and track down a disk. Just dandy. I hate oracle.

ok, well with that I just tired to go find a disk. And I did! whohoo. Yawn. I'm tired.

But you know what, at the same time I'm extremly excited. Well, about that girl. I seriously forgot how good it felt to be in that infatuated state, where you just yearn to be with a person. Hard part with this girl is that I of course have to take it way way slow, because basically my divorce isnt final yet. Man, I really thought I was going to take a break, but I guess that wasnt in the cards.

Actually when it comes to relationships, I think i constantly worry about screwing up when I really like the person. I hope I dont do that. THats the nice thing about this girl, is that we've known each other for a while, so we know who we are. Its neat. I really dont think we could be alone for a long amount of time, well until my divorce is final. I think it would lead to a good amount of...mnnn...single people happenings.

Man, I dig her so much. She's out of town right now, but the other night, we talked on the phone for around a hour, and I just loved it. I always worry about running out of things to talk about. If I dont think about that, I wont, but If I do, always I'll freeze up. Thats bad. Feels totally uncomphy. I guess if your with the right girl you wont have any problem talking. I think when you are with someone, its the best thing to be their best friend. I've always thought that. I dont think I was my last couple relationship's best friend. I think i'm going to go back to that policy.

I dont know why, but I'm just excited. Its just been constantly bubbling up in me.

Oh, I took apart my Honda 90 Yesterday. I've never rebuilt a head, but my dad said that he'd help me. He's done a gazillion of them. So we're going to clean it up, and grind the valves, hone the cylinder, and totally rebuild the head. Ought to be a good thing. If I can get that bike running happy, that will be one of my goals this summer. Then I can get 100 MPG in style. Whohoo!