noell's Journal: my crystal world is melting

"look, the trees are raining." that was the comment from one of my favorite five yearolds today... all the ice is withering away, well ice doesnt really wither, so i suppose it is just melting away, like time, ice cream, life and everything else. today was thursday, that means i work both my jobs all day... worked on the inted web page, hope to have it done soon, it's starting to become an annoyance... went to lunch with misty, the chapel secratary, and she took me to this really neat mexican grocery store that has a bakery and sells happy cokes, but they were out of those today, but it was still a really cool place, unique, i love places like that... as i was driving home today i noticed my battery light and my brake light were both on in the warning light section of my car, called david, he said it was because it was cold outside, called amy, she said he was probably right, called matt and kurt, but they werent home, so i just had to trust that i would make it home, and i did, nervous however and wishing i had the phone number for a car guru when i needed it... i made noodles and eggs for dinner, i am scraping the remains of the fridge until payday, frustrating, but resourceful... then i had a horriblke terrible case of the itchies, i really dont know why, but they were driving me CRAZY, so i scoured my brain to think up remedies, old wives tales, anything... i ground up some oatmeal in my coffee grinder and poured it in a bath... it was interesting, but the ithing stopped... so maybe there was some truth to the remedy, somehow i remeber oatmeal baths when i had the chicken pox, of course i was only three when i had the pox, so it really could all be a figment of my overimagination... i have developed wuite the crush on a friend of mine, it's annoying, and now when he gives me stupid looks that are normal for them i try to read into them.. stupid... boys annoy me, rather attraction annoys me, why cant people just hang out with other people and be satisfied with that... why do other feelings have to develop? i am procrastinating again... i'm supposed to be working on a project for buddha class, i'm not too excited about it... oh well... tomorrow is friday... jet lag... drinking myself into olblivon, though hopefully not really doing that... maybe just hanging out... and i have to bake banana bread for cam and rob... lalala... im in a bluh kind of mood... later...