scum-e-bag's Journal: school

I write this from school... FARK THIS IS LAME...

I am so sick and tired of doing this crap. Life has changed, it has moved more from being able to excel when performing complex tasks to being able to integrate within societal networks. Perhaps it's always been like this. Makes me feel deprecated.

I don't know what I want anymore, but have I ever? The only thing I want is a simple life with family. At the moment it feels like this will never happen. I know I have friends around me, but when I go home at the end of the day... :(

I feel very little incentive to do anything, everything I need is present... Perhaps I need an injection of a high pressure situation. get the adrenalineeeeee running