crimes!'s Journal: .030

So nothing exciting has really happened, I have an extention on the marking period, by two weeks, to get my anatomy done, and my Art II project completed. Tomorrow night I'm going to a show at the teen center because Maureen wants to see The Faithless Heros because her love interest is their drummer. He's a good kid I guess I don't know him that well. Saturday is Tony's show, and the Halfway House show, I'm going with Stephie to Tony's then after I see her brothers band I'm going to go to the Halfway House show cause Dead Again might not be playing, SATs are Saturday morning, I'm kinda worried. Tuesday I go for my drivers test again, I'm kinda nervous, I would like to go out and parelle park another couple times. I think I've got the hang of it now. College is getting to be annoying. I've got 20 schools that I want to look into now I've got to do a lot of research, bleh. I really would like to get into Tyler that'd pretty much be amazing, or Kutztown. Kutztown would be the big dog of it all seriously. I want to go for Graphic Design and Photography. le sigh. I really would like a boy figure I could date, one that won't ignore me after a week, one that won't get a girlfirend after a couple weeks/months... one that'd actually ask me out. something like that. what ever. I'm gonna lay back and see what happens, I always say that and nothing ever does happen. what ever. I'm tired. My essay I thought was great is now crap, cause I read it over after reading something my good friend Shain wrote, and now it's shit seroiusly. Why did I think it was good? I was soo proud of it. I think I just can't stand I'm not amazing at something.