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so um. the guy that tested me was a jerk. it was pouring and he failed the 5 poeple in front of me. within 20 minutes. I was shaking when I was parallel parking. I explained to him in the begining that I was really nervous, and especialy how my friend just died in a car accident on (last) Friday. He didn't even say hello or introduce himself, I thought they would be slightly nicer jesus you just like slammed yourself on my seat Jesus Christ have the decency to say hello how are you at least. So he was mean, failed me on the parallel parking which was first, and I was like a foot and a couple inches too far away. I cut the wheel too soon because I was so nervous, when he said I failed, I almost cried, I'm not used to failing anything, what every I do I do it once and I'm good at it. God. slash sigh. What ever. I'm not able to take my test next Friday cause it wouldn't let me sign up there. So my next test is on November 8th, and my dad said once I get my license I'm not drving anywhere which is ridiculous. So tonight I wasn't allowed to go anywhere I decided to wallow and watch the Ashlee Simpson Show, and ate candy corn. alright and we are gonna hvae a poll for what hair color I should do next. these are very old for the record...well most of them.
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. this is what I look like now.
bleh what evs. I look ridiculously young in most of those, because I am. ugh. oh and the funeral was so hard. I found Eric and I gave him a huge hug, and this is the boy I adore, absolutly truely adore, he's pretty much everything I look for in a guy, in my eyes hes pretty much perfect, he's one of my best friends, and one of the only people I feel completly safe with. I can totally let my gaurd down and just let loose. I can walk around in my underware infront of him and not give a shit, I can puke in his bathroom and hell just kinda cuddle up with me on his bed while we watched movies. (this is all happened before he got a girlfriend and moved twice which was earlier this year like january-june ish) Well I hugged him and he was shaking, he was trying so hard not to cry. He's cried in my lap before he just kinda shakes, you can see the tears in his eyes, you can feel it in his touch, hear it in his voice to the trained ear, we hugged for like a minute and a half or more. I miss his hugs. I really honestly do. He is such a great guy, he doesn't deserve this. His brother was 18. He was engaged. It was really heart wrenching. I love you Eric freakin Wagner, you're my favorite beyond pretty much everyone.
Rest In Peace: Michael F. Wagner December 22nd 1986- October 7th 2005
we share the same birthday, but I am two years younger.
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. this is what I look like now.
bleh what evs. I look ridiculously young in most of those, because I am. ugh. oh and the funeral was so hard. I found Eric and I gave him a huge hug, and this is the boy I adore, absolutly truely adore, he's pretty much everything I look for in a guy, in my eyes hes pretty much perfect, he's one of my best friends, and one of the only people I feel completly safe with. I can totally let my gaurd down and just let loose. I can walk around in my underware infront of him and not give a shit, I can puke in his bathroom and hell just kinda cuddle up with me on his bed while we watched movies. (this is all happened before he got a girlfriend and moved twice which was earlier this year like january-june ish) Well I hugged him and he was shaking, he was trying so hard not to cry. He's cried in my lap before he just kinda shakes, you can see the tears in his eyes, you can feel it in his touch, hear it in his voice to the trained ear, we hugged for like a minute and a half or more. I miss his hugs. I really honestly do. He is such a great guy, he doesn't deserve this. His brother was 18. He was engaged. It was really heart wrenching. I love you Eric freakin Wagner, you're my favorite beyond pretty much everyone.
Rest In Peace: Michael F. Wagner December 22nd 1986- October 7th 2005
we share the same birthday, but I am two years younger.
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