I recently got depressed. I noticed that I would just stay in, drink cheap alcohol and download stuff to pass time. Often I watch something for a while, but it seems stupid too. Then I try to chat, but I've noticed that people are now wanting to chat much less. I could go to IRC but.. where would I go? I don't even know what I would talk about. There wasn't this problem before.
Even porn doesn't interest me anymore. Before I used to wank at least once a day, even more some times. Now it's down to once a week if even that. And I always cum so hard that it feels like I'm going to faint.
Now I spend 18 hours a day browsing slashdot. Sometimes I get too drunk and tell everyone to go to hell. Then I feel bad the next day and come back, just to get drunk again and discuss Linux.