My heart goes out to you. And I want to thank you for all your efforts at being involved and making a change. I myself haven't done nearly as much, but intend to do more. There's still a part of me that says we're past the point of no return, and things just have to fall apart completely before anything is really going to get better. That's what worries me the most. If I struggle to make things a bit better, am I just enabling a dying system to hang on a little longer, when it really just needs to go ahead and die?