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Journal: What's new?

Journal by Krystlstorm
Hmm let's see Ex moved in to help with bills (BOO HISS!!!) I am on a break from school but summer semester starts next tuesday. YAY!!! I got a school computer loan and bought a laptop. Now I can do mobile homework and work on my writing while the girls are at the park. (What's that you say? I am playing text adventures and otherwise just messing around instead? SHHH) Actually my new laptop is a mac, my first experience with them. An Ibook G4. So far I seriously love this thing, I haven't even touched my PC since I got it. Actually got part of my book written- hehe not very much of it but still a start. Started a blog last week and have been rambling on it. http://krystlwolf.blogspot.com/ in case you are interested in reading my silly life. :) I also started one with some of my poems and will be posting pieces of my book. Feel free to criticize. Actually I would love some feedback. http://myfrankenstein2.blogspot.com/ In case you are bored and want to read. :) I think the woman that made me go away (Blinder you know who I mean) is gone for good so I feel safe to come back here. :) Yay Other then that life is about the same. :) I hope everyone on here is doing well. Have a good night!
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Journal: Meme thingy- or not Meme 2

Journal by Krystlstorm

x\\ spell your name backwards: anitsirhc
x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: Nadda
x\\ what song makes you cry: Everclear's "Wonderful"
x\\ what song makes you happy: Dixie Chicks "goodbye Earle" (Has to do with my ex's name)
x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: Beep Beep
x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: My children
x\\ height: 5'10"
x\\ hair color: Light Brown
x\\ piercings: Both ears, standard
x\\ tattoos: 0-Yet

r i g h t _ n o w . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: black
x\\ what song are you listening to: Boot to the Head
x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: Soy cookie
x\\ whats the weather like?: Wet, lots of puddles to splash in.
x\\ how are you?: Well how I came to be was my mother and my father must have been bored one day, and well the rest is biology.
x\\ get motion sickness?: Only in the back of a bus in the mountains.
x\\ have a bad habit?: interrupting
x\\ get along with your parents?: In proportion to how far away they are from me.
x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: Do invisible people count?
x\\ have a current crush: Stress
x\\ have a big regret: married the biggest dumb ass in history

f a v o u r i t e . . .
x\\ tv show: Dark Angel
x\\ conditioner: Whatever they sell at the dollar store
x\\ book: The Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
x\\ non alchohol drink: Root Beer
x\\ alchohol drink: yuck
x\\ things to do on the weekend: Homework, play with my kids, more homework, pretend to clean my house, more homework.

h a v e _ you _ e v e r . . .
x\\ broken the law: I plead the fifth
x\\ snuck out of the house: see above
x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: Heck yeah in a river with a hot springs running into it. Underneath the highway, awesome stuff.
x\\ made a prank phone call: Naw
x\\ tipped over a port-a-potty: Um that's just gross
x\\ use your parent's credit card: not really sure they had one
x\\ skipped school: School? What is school?
x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: No I'm always afraid of drowning.
x\\ been in a school play: No
x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: Well I got married once does that count?
x\\ had children: Two girls
x\\ been in love: Yes, pretty stupid thing to do it turns out
x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: ...... Hmmmm.... Nope
x\\ been hurt?: Only repetitively throughout my life
x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: ............. Um........

r a n d o m . . .
x\\ have a job: Does children/School count?
x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: Cd player? Why would I use Cds when I have thousands of song on my personal jukebox/ I mean computer.
x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: Dark purple
x\\ what makes you happy?: My children, reading, and writing.
x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: Buy? Doesn't that mean I would have to have money?

w h e n _ was _ t h e _ last _ t i m e . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: Basic training 2001
x\\ got an email: Today
x\\ thing you purchased: Dog food
x\\ Tv program you watched: Law and Order SVU
x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: Polar Express
x\\ kissed: .......... Last Friday
x\\ hugged: Last Friday
x\\ song heard: The Scotsman
x\\ place you were [besides home]: Fernwood California
x\\ phonecall: My ex
x\\ you were depressed: Yesterday
x\\ you were in the hospital: Last month when my daughter ran into a car, no the car didn't run into her, she was running with her eyes closed and ran into a car.

w h a t _ comes _ t o _ mind . . .
x\\ car: My beat up van
x\\ murder: Oj Simpson
x\\ cape: Superman
x\\ penis: Vibrators
x\\ cell: Phone
x\\ shoe: go away
x\\ fun: Planet Kid
x\\ crush: Kevin
x\\ music: headphones
x\\ chalk: Chalkboard

n u m b e r . . . :
x\\ of time you've been in love: 1
x\\ of girls you have kissed: do my kids count?
x\\ of boys you have kissed: 3
x\\ of times your name has appeared in a newspaper: 1
x\\ of scars on your body: 3
x\\ of things in your past you regret: 5

d o _ you _ t h i n k _ you _ a r e . . . :
x\\ pretty: no
x\\ funny: Depends on your sense of humor
x\\ hot: Only when I have the flu
x\\ friendly: To everyone
x\\ ugly: Hmmm well no one averts their eyes
x\\ loveable: We shall see
x\\ caring: Always
x\\ sweet: Are we talking sugar or peaches?
x\\ dorky: Always and forever

f a v o u r i t e . . . :
x\\ actor/actress: Sandra Bullock
x\\ least favorite day: Tuesdays
x\\ flower: Snapdragons
x\\ jello flavor: Blue
x\\ summer/winter: Summer

p e r s o n _ who _ l a s t . . . :
x\\ slept in your bed: My 4 year old
x\\ saw you cry: My 4 year old
x\\ sent you an email: Friend from school

h a v e _ you _ e v e r
x\\ said i love you and meant it: yes
x\\ went out in public in pjs: does taking the dog outside count?
x\\ kept a secret from everyone: All the time
x\\ been to new york: nope
x\\ to california: Yes last month

w h e n _ was :
x\\ last cigarrete: never
x\\ last cry: yesterday
x\\ last book read: Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are dead
x\\ last curse word uttered: Dumb ass
x\\ last beverage drank: Water
x\\ last food consumed: chex munchies
x\\ last phone call: 6:30 asking the ex when I needed to pick up the girls
x\\ showered: 9am
x\\ last shoes worn: white tennis shoes
x\\ last cd played: Veggie Tales
x\\ last thing written: Revised one of my poems.
x\\ last word spoken: did
x\\ last sleep: Last night
x\\ last im: Scotsman
x\\ sexual fantasy: Hmmm...... Does fantasying about just being held count?
x\\ last ice cream eaten: Mint chocolate chip
x\\ last time wanting to die: Two days ago

I just realized I sound bitter today.

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Journal: Medicine dependency, feeling normal, and finals.

Journal by Krystlstorm
Well I was just now getting used to the fact that I have to take synthroid until the day I die. Though they can't seem to get my dose right and I am starting to get tracks on my arm from the blood tests, I swear people must think I shoot up. Now after a solid month of having a worse then normal fight with my inner self I finally decided to go see a doc. More meds! Now I am on Lexapro to get my head right, no idea for how long though, and Lorazapam to help me sleep, but at least that is just through finals. Thing is I feel different now, not normal. Normal for me is either sad or off. I have gotten really good at living in emotional off mode. So now I feel, well ok, which is totally odd. But what has me thinking is I have only been taking the meds for a week. Not sure if this is long enough to do anything. Maybe this is just some grand placebo effect. I always thought sleeping pills knock you out, so far though they just seem to make it so I don't think so much, which is great since that is why I couldn't sleep. Maybe I feel better because I am sleeping? Heck I don't know. It definitely helps with finals coming though. Sleeping that is. This is completely random and more stream of conscious then going anywhere. I cannot wait for finals to be over with. Math is really kicking my butt this semester. I don't care what the answer to 4(x power) =5(x+2 power) is. And I may have figured out how to complete the square but that doesn't mean I really care to do it. At least it is almost over; this semester has just been bad all the way around. Three more tests and I'm done till mid January. On the up side I got some Christmas cards these last couple days. It's odd I realized I have never gotten Christmas cards before, it is nice. Someday I will learn not to procrastinate on studying till the last minute. Though I have to say this is better then my first semester. I took online do it yourself math and history classes, procrastinated till the last week and did a whole semester of math including quizzes, midterm, and final in four days. Watched 8 hours of history videos and wrote 13 response papers the next night. Yay me. Never again! Well anyway hope everyone is well today. Have a good weekend. As for me I will be testing Sherlock Holmes hypothesis that if you stuff your brain with useless information other information you want to keep falls out.
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Journal: Published! 4

Journal by Krystlstorm
My university has published an anthology of student writing to teach future students. I knew about this last year but it is finally up. Its official I am published! YaY me! (Dances a jig on the coffee table and consequently breaks it). Step one in life dream complete. Hey it's not much, but its publication. On another note, I need a life. Maybe I will just invent myself a life and get it published, at least then I could pretend to have one. After all, isn't our perception of life in our head anyway? I have an odd hankering to play one of those old text adventure games, I wonder if they still make them, and if they are compatible with windows XP, think I will check that out. 17 days till the end of the semester, countdown begins. P.S. Thank you CmdrTaco's Shorts! :)
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Journal: Hello! 14

Journal by Krystlstorm
Hey guys! Thanks for the introduction Bud! Quick rundown on me, I am 25, female, College student. I have two children, and am also going through a divorce like Blinder. I'm a little odd but I like to be so if you have a problem with it I know a bridge you can jump off of, nice rocks at the bottom. just kidding, but if you want the location let me know :p. I am a recovering EQ addict and am trying to keep from buying EQ2, Hmm homework, EQ, homework, EQ, Eq will likely win, you are never a former addict its always in your blood (twitch, twitch). I CAN QUIT ANYTIME I WANT TO!!! My favorite PS2 game is Resident Evil. I like to say Im a writer, Just dont tell myself that I suck (Shhhh, its a secret). Favorite funny writer, Douglas Adams. Favorite serious writer, Theodore Dreiser. I am a trekie (Ok not DS9, or voyager, they don't count). Star wars rocks! Favorite anime, Lain. If you have any more questions ask. And Solemndragon please be nice the first time you brick me!

A morsel of genuine history is a thing so rare as to be always valuable. -- Thomas Jefferson

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