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Well , I got a flat .. so I am near totally broke till either my Disability money is through or I get a job.
Should have the internet on the 10th of next month or there abouts :D
Have a couple of interviews lined up ... so I should get one :( unfortunatly only part time , but I can pick up reliefe hours

Applied for loads of jobs probbaly get one soon.
If not I will go on incapacity benifit and study full time ;) Thus I get my rent and tax paid and still get about 400 a month with my disabiltie money .
Nearly found a flat , should be soon , looking at a place on wedensday

I will be back ;) .
Though not very often ovr the next few months .
Messages are turned off , so as not to drown me whenever I log on ;)

I SAID: Far too much

I WANT It all , oooo yeah

I WISH: I could fly , cheesy I know , but I hate long trips and also paying for travel

I DO: Too much

I DANCE: Drunkenly , I think I am awful , but everyone tells me I am rather excellent .

I SING: Exceptionally well .

I CRY: When I have a mood swing and get all emotional , which is funny as I am a rather big tough looking guy.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: Humble .

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: Magic baby

I WRITE: Illegibly

I CONFUSE: Things a lot , I am rather dyslexic .

I NEED: A lot of things

I SHOULD: Focus my talents and put them to good use , or so people tell me

I REFUSE: To Submit

I START: When I want to .

I FINISH: When I want to ;) Control

Well I have decided , I am going to start a degree in social work .
I will be a social worker in the next 4-5 years or so , I will be doing it part time because I need to work .
I may even do the PHD afterwards , something which I have intended on doing for a long time , a bit of an academic penis extension do admit, but it is for me and not anyone else, though being called doctor will be great... though that is many years in the future.

I think I would make a great social worker , as unlike many social workers , I have been there and lived it.
Brought up on the wrong side of the tracks, Learning disability, completely mad and I understand people.

As said earlier, I am going to start working in the area and take a massive pay hit .. well I may have to take another job int he mean time if the interview I have goes sour. But as the Japanese say GAMBATA .

I leave on Monday for Scotland, Staying in my gran and Granda's house , will be great as I have a box of stuff there, no idea what is in it though .

Rather hard though , as untill I get the new flat etc. I will be apart from my wife.
The longest time we have been apart since married in 2002 is 1 week total. Also I have no idea how I will manage without sex for 6 months.... but that is another issue for another JE in a slightly less mature Arena ;)

Well I will no home Internet for ages, but I have friends and family with a connection so I will be able to pop in and update, but not as often as I would like.

Though it will be great to see my friends again, I phoned my friend Katie and arranged a party.
So all my friends will be coming , apart from James who is still in the navy and Adam who is in Edinburgh(not telling you his job as the police may be reading).

this will be the first time since I was 5 that I have lived in a house with another man(my granda) Which is odd heh. Also I have got rather used to being the master of my domain(well co-master) so it will be an adjustment.

But hopefully I should get a flat soon and a job ....

So in 4 days my life will change a great deal , shit I am rather nervous but excited.