Neither, in fact, you may feel free to admire me.
In our country of misplaced justice, we tend to lock up the non-dangerous in large numbers, while the dangerous get all sorts of legal gold stars during the enforcement phase, to get out early, to indulge in recidivism. No ones problem is solved.
We merely take the most dangerous, the most recidivistic and delete them, saving enough money to deal with those not so dangerous and eliminate prison overcrowding, making it a safer place to rehabilitate the able.
We have no use for the dangerous, who, either gave up their humanity or never had it to begin with. No real loss, no moral conflict and no credit to the morally retarded who hold us all in jeopardy and debt, trying to keep the scumbags among us alive to continue to feed off us.
At one time testing showed me to be amongst the top 4% of minds on the planet.
Perhaps I work from far more detailed criteria than you. Don't feel bad, at least your brain works well enough to cogitate the subject in a rudimentary way.