As far as the description of the theories, I read the blasted link you posted. If you want people to think you have actual theories, post links to them, or at least do some SEO so Google can point people to them.
Your more recent link was to something that had a handy link to a web page describing the speed of light, and that made it perfectly clear that you are a crackpot, even without considering the tone of the writing.
You listed some things not known about light. We know why gravity bends light. We know why the speed of light is lower in different materials. You ask how we know that, if we traveled at the speed of light, photons would appear to come towards us at the speed of light. If we traveled at the speed of light we actually wouldn't notice anything. In short, you're ignorant of some fairly basic physics.
In order for a theory to be accepted, it needs to deal with the things we already know. It either needs to agree with accepted theory, or show why that theory is wrong. You clearly don't know enough of what we already know to do either.