Submission + - I am a mentally ill out of work programmer down on his luck (blastar.in)
Orion Blastar writes: I've been out of work since 2002, cannot think anything but negative thoughts. I've been trying to be positive, develop people skills and social skills. There hasn't been much help just "either kill yourself or stop whining" when I ask on the Internet. I take responsibility for my failures, mistakes, and bad decisions. I want to improve and become better.
I tried doing things.
http://blastar.in/linux/ my own version of GNU/Linux based on Ubuntu.
http://blastar.in/orion/sings/ My own free songs.
http://blastar.org/ my own software organization.
http://blastar.in/ my own foreign website I work with others who are unemployed.
I could never get the funding to make these websites into startups. I have failed at everything I tried to do.
I don't know what else to do, I have run out of ideas.
I tried doing things.
http://blastar.in/linux/ my own version of GNU/Linux based on Ubuntu.
http://blastar.in/orion/sings/ My own free songs.
http://blastar.org/ my own software organization.
http://blastar.in/ my own foreign website I work with others who are unemployed.
I could never get the funding to make these websites into startups. I have failed at everything I tried to do.
I don't know what else to do, I have run out of ideas.