I miss school. I miss the college life. There were always so many interesting things going on and lots of other like minded people.

I'm feeling very unproductive today. =(

Sometimes I think I slack off too much at work but then I suddenly get an idea that fixes a problem with some code that I've been writing and everything is good. Currently I'm waiting for one of those moments... well actually I researching the problem. Oh well back to work.

She is so wonderful and thoughtful and just all around great (plus she's hot ;)). She inspires me to work hard and better myself. I hope I'm with her for a long time.

this code is currently kicking my ass

Having someone who you can just talk to is great. Someone beautiful that can also take away all of your insecurities and make you feel all warm and happy inside. =)

relationships are quite the learning experience for me.. i learn a lot about myself and i think i'm getting better at them.
Last week was great. Sure I've been to Arizona tons of times and I've seen lots of stuff but when someone who has never ever been out west before and they come with you its super. It was like I was seeing it all again for the first time and it was great. Cactusses (Cacti) became interesting and new again instead of just blending into the background oooo and the mountains =)
Today was a good day =)

man for once i have a valentine on valentines day and she is the most wonderful person ever =) OH my school decided to double shaft me... first my building is closing this summer... i've lived here for 3 years so i've aquired a large pile of crap so that sucks ass... then 3 months after moving i have to move again to god knows where since no housing for me =( but i'll just forget about all that for now for i have other things that make me happy and other things to think about

you think with all my free time and boredom I would try and learn something new or something... but I think my mind is going some I'm giving it a vacation... maybe then maybe it will perform well in school.

yeah and awesome too

hello again journal land... its a super boring christmas but hey I'm super happy and I've met someone who is really super great. I think i'm gonna go scare the neighbors soon with my shovelling since it is super snowing out and that has made today boring... well take that day!

i was =)
more =) than i've ever been
but now its back to =(
and its like i've lost a part of me

I got a webcam... yay! Man am I ever boring. The sun is now on the network and we need to get the mac to talk. LLMoo hung him/herself yesterday... it was sad.
Obituary:
It is with a heavy heart that I must inform you all of the passing of an
important member of the Lincoln Laboratory community. It seems like only
days ago LLMoo came into our world (well, it actually was only days ago) and
seated her hooves firmly into our hearts. With her natural bovine good
looks and health-conscious message of the dangers of beef consumption she
soon became an irreplacable member of B167C. She endured good times and bad
times; she saw the joy of OSX Retrospect backup victories and the horror of
Sanders facial growth experimentations. She celebrated the good times and
the bad and was always nearby to offer comedic tension or give us the answer
as to what we wanted for lunch.

We all knew things hadn't been the same as of late, but no one could
predicted it would of ended like this. Indeed were all in a state of shock
right now and can only ask of ourselves what we could of done, what we could
of said and what do we really want for lunch. But the truth is that there
are no right answers to these questions but it is the struggle to get to
them that yields the rewards of life.

In closing I feel the best summary could only be given by the deceased; it
is these words that I hope we can all find inner peace and we can all make
this a place which LLMoo would of wanted it to be. Look deep into your
souls and hearts and remember this: "Eat Mor Chikin".

yeah... i'm sad today.. like any other day i guess... just an extra helping

i'm slowly starting to use more and more free software simply because it works and works well. i also like the better sense of security i have when using such software knowing that security holes are fixed as fast as possible. it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. lesson learned too much beer is unhappy at work the next day