Things are looking good for the first time in a long time.

Yet again RMS has inspired me to keep on keeping on.

Thanks Richard.

isn't it interesting when you propose something, and it bumps its way around the world eventually hitting you in the face again...

ahhh... to be a promoter of new ideologies... i feel good about it... religion is population control, modern day religions are christianity, islam and environmentalism (under it's differing guises)

I write this from school... FARK THIS IS LAME...

I am so sick and tired of doing this crap. Life has changed, it has moved more from being able to excel when performing complex tasks to being able to integrate within societal networks. Perhaps it's always been like this. Makes me feel deprecated.

I don't know what I want anymore, but have I ever? The only thing I want is a simple life with family. At the moment it feels like this will never happen. I know I have friends around me, but when I go home at the end of the day... :(

I feel very little incentive to do anything, everything I need is present... Perhaps I need an injection of a high pressure situation. get the adrenalineeeeee running

School is boring... like, when i know more than the teacher and i already know 98%+ of stuff in the course...

WHY THE FUCK DO I NEED THAT PIECE OF PAPER... FUCKING MORONS...

oh well, at least the air and water is clean. :)

http://www.shef.ac.uk/psychology/gurney/notes/index.html
ftp://ftp.wins.uva.nl/pub/computer-systems/aut-sys/reports/neuro-intro/neuro-intro.ps.gz

So, it's Friday Night. I guess only slashdot nerds sit at home reading this sort of stuff... hehehe

Ok, this journal is spooky... after reading about how myspace et al can be used against someone, I am thinking about slashdot... but, I think I'll stick with my original assesment... who cares! It's not like i'm ever likely to have a job with some fortune 500 company. I'd actually be better off setting up my own company selling porn or some other bit of bullshit, after all, thats what people who don't have jobs do... they package shit and sell it to wankers who have jobs at fortune500 companies. hehehehe...

where was I now? Oh, thats right, I'm really beginning to feel the positive effects of this 5htp shit. i'm reall not caring if it has negative effects now. the only concern i have is if the side effects begin to outweigh the positives, just like those white sugar coated pills from the doctor did... can't get much worse than last time with that pesky matthew and his nemmisis berry... or was it the other way around...

after reading a few other slashdot profiles, i wonder, does anyone read this... well, thats what led o my first comment!!!

back to the beer!

EDIT: oh yeah, i'm real happy i got that ad blocker extension for firefox going... i hate mind warping propaganda!

I think I'll be going back to school soon. I'm not confident enough to again do university... Those evil wankers who cheat and lie to me. I'll just do the TAFE thing and get a piece of paper. At least people will actually believe me when I say that I know what I am doing. I'm quite certain I can get a bit of paper from TAFE... the fact that it means bugger all is a side issue.

yes, a lame looser who lied...

heh.

i'm better off without that sort of crap.

oh, damn... she has been having me on. fuck i'm silly.

could be that life changing experience though... perhaps she will give me one... perhaps she is just a desperate looser... silly fuck i am.

yes, suprisingly enough I have been getting some. What to do with her problem... so sorry, must not let that get in the way of the real deal.

several projects are comming along nicely. the ddx3216 is such a mind bending machine. i've just been dropping automations into it and jamming along with the simulated VCF... back to the future!

bored bored bored... waiting for CSM to report this week. I need to find something to do with life.
I wonder what these codes do?
Interesting huh?

that lib64 hack has only gotta be a temp workaround. I see that now.

glibc is having problems because of my kernel being way to new. perhaps it is time to get some food... mmm... burger...

Someone has hardcoded /lib64 as the install directory. Nasty hack. This demonstrates the need for more variable useage, such as in the cross-lfs scripts. I guess that it is remenent of the days when 64bit was new and 32bit was mainstream. Now that 32bit is obsolete on most new CPUs, the move should be made across to full 64bit libaries in the /lib directory and 32bit libraries should be installed to /lib32

Good thing that things are moving.

Well, I might not currently have the skills that ryan (of cross-lfs fame) has, however, I can understand what he is writing, and I am able to translate it for others. This is important for LFS to continue.

Compile, compile, compile...

Well, the x86_64 system is slowly comming along. This challenge is good. I have been having heaps of problems getting the build to work with aLFS, however I think I have just about cracked it. The problem has been in the glibc library in the new build being dissasociated with the host system. It still doesn't work. :(