I have been unfairly targeted by Slashdot due to my schizo affective disorder and my political views and opinions. Slashdot and some moderators must not have liked my views and opinions on recent politics and took away my reply privileges. This amounts to censorship and has taken away my freedom of speech and my digital rights with no good explanation. This happened at The Daily Kos as well as other pro-liberal sites. It only goes to show the liberal hypocrisies out there, and the liberal bias in blogs, forums, scoop sites, and other CMS web sites.

Election day is almost here, the grassroots party the Pirate Ninja party is prepared for the election via write-in candidates. Already we have been attacked and smeared by Republicans and Democrats on various Internet sites, such as here.

I for one am tired of their constant smear tactics, and I hope that people decide to take a stand and vote for none of the above.

Already I have been smeared, and attacked, and sent a lot of junk mail and junk phone calls from both Republicans and Democrats trying to smear each other.

The Pirate Ninja party is a progressive one that wants to reform politics and clean up our government. One that wants IP to be released in open source format, and allow information for free over the Internet. We also promote martial arts and critical thinking as things that our public schools should teach. The Pirate Ninja party stands for change, unlike most political parties that are more of the same and often result in stalemates, gridlock, and getting nothing done.

Orion Blastar, supports Open Source.

P.S. I am running for President in 2008 under the Pirate Ninja party as a write-in candidate. If you don't like your choices, vote for none of the above and write in "Orion Blastar" that is Blastar with an A not an E for the second to last letter. Orion Blaster is someone else and I should not be confused for him.

I've gotten sicker. I needed a surgery, but I failed an EKG test. Now something is wrong with my heart. Mentally I have been detereorating, getting worser and worser.

I originally joined Internet forums as a way to seek out new friends and join in with new people and socialize. Over the years I have been attacked, called names, and worse just for being myself. I never meant to become a troll, or seek attention, or any of the other stuff I keep being accused of every day. It got so bad, that I had created alter-egos as a reaction. The stress from work from employers who did not understand my illnesses, as they continued to pour the stress and abuse on me made me even worse. They had no idea what they were doing to me, nor did the online people.

I have no idea how much longer I am going to live, if I can make it to yet another day it is a victory for me. I am very sorry for my actions and behavior in the past that upset people so much that they had to hate me for it.

At least I finished college with a 3.9 GPA, only Jesus made it possible for me to do so. The intelligence I had during college came from Jesus, not me. I can't seem to do anything right anymore, and all I seem to be able to do is upset people.

I find myself slowly getting sicker each month.

I suffer from several medical illnesses, and I am on several medicines for them.

I recently had a sinus and ear infection, but it seems to be getting worse. It bumped my medicine up to nine, but then ran out. I see my doctor again in two weeks. I find I am slowly going deaf due to the ear infection and have a problem hearing low tones and cannot hear people whisper to me. When I was a child I had ear infections, and in music class, my teachers told me I was tone deaf because I couldn't tell one note from another. I struggled to try and learn, I got a Guitar for Christmas as a child, and tried to learn how to play it, but one of my brothers smashed it up before I could learn. It is possible that I've had ear problems my whole life and it is just now getting worse.

My blood pressure goes through phases. I am getting dizzy really easily now, due to the ear infection and blood pressure I am told. I've lost my balance and fell or almost fell quite a few times a day.

My depression and schizoaffective disorder goes through phases. I think they are getting worse. My delusion that I am a space pirate from 4096 AD is seen in my posts all over the Internet. Yet I've learned to use my mental illnesses to help me study for college, as I earned over a 3.92 GPA despite memory and concentration problems. I wonder how long I can keep it up? How long before I fail?

Many have called me an idiot, or other insult, I do not have a problem with intelligence, just with thinking due to the illness. My GPA proves my potential, and my intelligence. My lack of education and knowledge is being worked on with college.

I lost a lot of weight, but I still have stomach and colon problems. My insurance company keeps changing my stomach medicine, and I go through a lot of pain on the wrong medicine. They wanted me to try over the counter medicines, but they did not work, and a hole was being eaten in my stomach (ulcer) due to the build up of acid. I finally got back on a medicine that works, but I have to pay more for that.

My parents are getting sicker as well. My mother I worry about, she has fallen down more than I have, and she seems to be really sick. I am not sure about my father either; he seems to be getting sicker as well. They also took everything they invested in and put it all into Insurance Annuities, I worry about that. Some seminar they went to told them it was a lower risk, and that the economy is going to bottom out soon. So the way I figure it, the guys who sold them on this annuity make 6%, and some middle-men earn money investing their money in the stock market anyway and eat up the profits, and then pass what is left to my parents.

Due to my health issues, I cannot get life insurance. I keep being refused. I was told they didn't think I would make it to age 40, and I am age 36. My doctors didn't tell me this, I wonder if they are keeping something from me due to my mental illnesses not being able to handle it?

I just hope for some good news eventually. At least I am still alive, and possibly can make a recovery some day?

I cannot help but see that there is someone with a vendetta against me on Slashdot. They have conspired with a few others to mod down my posts on Slashdot. I was told by one of them, that they modded down my post because I posted about Linux. Someone in an OSX story posted about Linux OSS apps being second rate, and I responded to it, and yet which the parent was rated as insightful and my post was rated as flamebait?

Excuse me? Now if both posts were rated as flamebait, I wouldn't complain. If my post is going to be rated as flamebait because I replied to someone who called Linux Apps second rate is rated as insightful, then there is something seriously wrong with the moderaton done at Slashdot.

My past record stands clear, I have an excellent karma, I am a metamoderator and sometimes I get moderation points. I do my best to be fair and I don't carry on vendettas. I call it right down the middle, even if someone posts about a point of view I may not agree with, I do not mark it as flamebait if it is not flamebait.

I humbly request that other moderators call it right down the middle as well.

I dismantled Warbot 1Alpha and rebuilt it from the ground up. The nanobots did automatic upgrades due to a bug in my code. I think I may be able to work it out, but is the world ready for such an innovation?

I cannot help it, I am very creative. Don't believe everything I post, some of it is fiction.

I have a mental disorder which I suffer from, and it tends to take control sometimes. I have no control over what I write, the illness takes over. I will say that it is very entertaining at times.

I am not sure why I have excellent karma, this stuff is very funny, but I am still not sure why I get modded up. I must have a lot of fans out there.

Some people call me a mischief maker, a manipulator, a liar, a trickster. Well I am also told that I make things interesting, I guide people to become better, I tell it like it is based on my viewpoints, and I get people to do do things that ultimately benefit them.

I have a company, yet I do not have a company. I am working, yet I am not earning a salary. What am I doing, get out of my head! Nobody told me I would suffer like this, are you amused by my pain? I've tried to die, but found out that I was hard to kill. So now here I live, with a reason to live. Family, friends, and a possibility of a better future are my new reasons.

Am I crazy, lazy, and stupid, or do I suffer from a form of Adult ADD? I've proven them wrong, I am in college with an A grade-point average taking really tough classes. Nobody can see the real me, they only see their own twisted reflection of themselves when they see me. You think you know me, but you do not. When you call me these things, you are really talking about yourself. So the joke is on you.

I take time out today to honor my mother.

Had I listened to her I would have been much better off today than I am. So I seek to correct the mistakes I have made and improve on my character.

With several major illnesses creating my disability, it is very hard to improve on myself.

I currently am going to college to get a 4-year business management degree, I currently am a Junior with a 3.83 GPA. I tried for a 4.0, but sometimes it is hard to get all A+'s on my class scores. Mother would be proud of my grades. In grade school and junior high, I did not study and had a D or C average. When I apply myself, I can do better. I had a B average in high school.

Anyway, here is to you mother, without whom I would not exist and never would have known how much I was loved, even with my flaws.

I am trying to find out if it is profitable to develop OSS. I am doing this for a college class in research.

In 2006 I may start up a small business. I have plans to develop OSS for medical markets. After, of course, I graduate from college.

I wonder what surveys have been done and what research there is on ROI and TOC of OSS?