thelasttemptation's Journal: Miasmic Dreams

Miasmic Dreams

Baby, I just don't understand,
Why you make me feel like a better man,
Is it just cause your so sweet,
Or is it cause of what you've gave to me?

Hopes and fears surround me,
Swirling around, floating up and down,
Maybe I'll show you what you need to see,
and maybe one day, my fears will go away.

Hope is a dangerious ally,
But what else is there when you want to die?
Sleeping in the shadows, dreaming of tring to see,
but my eyes won't show me anything but thee.

Damn it, I want to get lost,
In the nothingness of the bottle,
Or in the destitute of the substance,
but why, why can't I just fly?

But there you are, encourging me to be,
better not for you, but for me,
And I wish you could see,
What that means to me.

I hope you don't mind,
This song of mine,
But it just came to me,
and maybe now you shall see.