Guipo's Journal: I really dont know how to feel right now, sad i gess

I just saw my daughter, while I was at work none the less. Its the last time I will be able to see her for over a week. That really sucks. I already miss her. Seeing her precious face, and just holding her, just makes it totally appearent how much I have fallen for my child. Really, its the hardest hit one can take. Harder than any punch, harder than anything I have ever felt. So yea, I'm not going to be able to see her for a week.

I guess a week isnt that long of a time, but It totally sucks, cause I usually see her at the longest every 3 days. Right now my schedule with her is the first third and forth weekend of every month. Every wednesday, and the mondays after the second weekend. Its really not alot of time. I regret not getting more, but I guessed I tried all I could.

I know one thing for certain, and I'm not going to give this point up ever. I will get joint custody. No doubt about it. I will fight until I get it. I've told donna, and have made no secret of it. Dads now adays are more often than not too reluctant to do things like this. I dont know why. i guess some just get tired. I'm really tired, but I will nto give up. Personal life you say? Well let me tell you something. If there's a woman, and she cant deal with my kids, to hell with her. My child is a part of my life, and if someone is going to be in my life, my child and me are a package. Simple. Someday in the future, I'll be able to take my kid camping, hiking, four wheeling, computer geeking, and all that. I dont know what people mean by social life. Of course they are thinkign of the rave croud, and doing things that arnt appropiate for children. Well I dont do those things anyways. I'M A GEEK!!!! Anywho, at work. gonna go. Make /homer> lunch...mmmnnn...lunch /homer

Chicks

[Flamesplash]

According to all the tv shows a single guy with a baby is a chick magnet. Just don't loose the baby on a bus like Chandler and Joey.

be well.

Re:Chicks

[Guipo]

actually, you know what. i've noticed. women are very at ease when you are with a child. The only thing is, when i go to the mall or somethign with Jessica, I find that alot of women are looking in my direction smiling, but not at me. Just my kid. I have to figure out how to use being a single dad to my advantage. hrmmm, I wonder how you attract women with a baby. interesting :)

oh and I dont thing I have a problem with the bus. Carseat on the top of the car maybe, but no bus. :P

Guipo