robinstar1574's Journal: Scholastic Woes

I really scorn school, and the unfortunate situations i am currently in. Every teacher sees me as "special". My gym teacher has noticed that i have absolutely no upper body strength, which is unfortunate, but why does the gym teacher try to have me develop my upper body strength? This is my body. I will do to it whatever I want to it, whether or not the helicopter patrol thinks its good for me, thank you very much. I am also given a special retards thing called an IEP (Individual Education Plan), because the school I attended in third grade misdiagnosed me with ASD (autism spectrum disorder), specifically asperger syndrome. So now, I have to go to all sorts of retard classes, hoping that I will eventually get out of them, knowing that is a hope that can never become true, because of the awful bureaucracy and my mothers lies. They also know that my left eye is slightly deficient, something that I don't want the school to know, partly because I don't use my left eye AT ALL for any meaningful task (when I close it, I notice absolutely no change), partly because that is my own damn business. Ugh.
On another note, has anyone noticed how difficult it is to get a girlfriend? I know at least 3 girls in my school like me, one dosn't know how to shut up, one is extremely cruel to my friends, and one, well, lets not get into that. The one girl I like, who I sit next to in science, I have probibilly ruined my chances with, and don't know at all. I know she knows my last name shows up in the credits of The Simpsons, but whats special about that? My last name shows up in special places, but my first and last name together only represents a guy who built construction cranes. I am nobody but a geek, and that is how my entire school sees me as, saying that I am blogging when they know I am not to get on my nerves. Well, at least at this school, the teachers try to be impartial about politics, instead of forcing their Sozialist views onto me. Ugh