philharhamica's Journal: To those of you who do not know me:.........................

My "B"friend is my "best friend"- one who honestly answered no when I was anticipating a yes. Sexual preference never mattered to me- I am for freedom of sexual preference as long as one is honest- especially, especially honest to those we love. I once had a "B"friend- gorgeous with long blonde hair and what turned out to be a fake friendship. She died her hair brunette and was no friend because she chose those of her own religion over my Catholic honesty. Hence, she was no "B"friend and I was no "B"friend to her when she asked if I liked her as a brunette, I answered "yes" (a lie)- as she really looked like a brown mouse and I was not honest enough to tell her she looked exquisite as a blonde. She never called and could care if I dropped dead- and never cared enough to even call and ask how I was doing after my manic bipolar episode. She was no "B"friend. Even when I was at the height of my sickest ever, I made rotary confessions to those I hurt. So I was a "B"friend even to my so-called enemies, except the hideous bastard who hacked my computer and heightened my paranoia. I will never forgive that stalker and I hope a female GOD judges him when he meets his evil destiny. Yes, GOD is female in my thinking. I hope she punishes his evil-doing and sends him straight to a hideous destiny. My "B"friend is gay and I only hope this special person gets out of the closet and the unhappy marriage they are in. I hope they find a happy destiny and get the perfect sexual mate of their choosing who is willing to give a lifetime commitment of love as this person deserves a truly loving partner who will always give love. And yes, I believe in a fantasy world- for it encourages open-minded thinking- a form of liberalism which encourages freedom of speech and thought and freedom of love. In a world of disease, we must be careful who we love and to always be honest to those we love because we could put their lives in medical danger. This is not and never again will be the seventies and condoms break! And I do occasionally post as "DUNKINCORNY" in a fantasy form of writing. It is good for my soul. I "DO TAKE MY MEDS" so no crude comments need to be made against the mentally ill. If you never experienced any mental illness, you have NO RIGHT to judge anyone. NO RIGHT! I will check in periodically with my friends here to see your writings as I do have friends I respect here. I pray all of you are healthy and that you have honest "B"friends- no matter what their sexual preference is- as long as they are loving and caring for a lifetime of commitment. SO BE IT!