Journal Pervertus's Journal: A fucking gay dream 1
A couple of days ago I dreamt I had sex with a male. And I was the passive one.. I was on top.
I remember kissing the guy afterwards, and also feeling sorry that I didn't kiss him during the penetration..
But I also remember thinking something like "Oh, I could definitely have sex with guys from now on, but only because it's so hard to have sex with girls".
Anyway, I shouldn't be worried of having gay tendencies, should I? Even in my dream I preferred girls..
it's probably like when I dreamt of smoking, and I loathe smoking on reality.
I'm no replacement for emacs' M-x doctor, but... (Score:2)
---Catullus, Carmina XVI
(Well, maybe I modified it a bit...)
It sounds to me that you might find more insight if you throw away the modern distinction of gay vs. straight, and concentrate on the distinction of active vs. passive (which is the line of demarkation that the Romans drew, which is why I'm quoting Latin poetry---you would have liked Catullus and Sappho, if their poetry is any indication of what their personalities were)).
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