Man I am tired. I feel like I've been frying on all sides for a long time. Yup I had a fun and wild life, but still... Is fun worth the stress and pain? I am not sure. I want to rest for a 100 years or so...maybe even a billion years. No more mandatory working. No more mandatory thinking. No more mandatory anything. Just rest. If I feel like doing a little something, then do it. Then rest again. For a long time. Yea... that's what I want, I believe. I can't be sure I don't want it until I try it.