KoriaDesevis's Journal: Rough Seas

Much is happening to me and with me, and not all of it is to my liking. I am exhausted, frustrated, and lost.

I am far from home, although I am not sure what place I consider home right now. I am, for all intents and purposes, drifting along without a sail on rough seas, trying to figure out what I feel and how I should feel. There are several possibilities, and many of them bring out a deep, seething fear that I cannot conquer. As such I have embarked on a trek to find the stability I need, so that I can realign my compass and make the decisions I need. My faith has been shaken through this, and I am not sure when the rain will stop and when the winds will die down. Please be patient with me.

I've not had opportunity to check my email, but I will get to it when I am grounded again. To anyone who has sent messages to me, I apologize for the lack of response, but know that I am without regular access to the net.

A couple of you will say that I am being unfair, that no one is an island and that you need your friends and family to help when life becomes overhwelmingly difficult. Unfortunately, I would have to agree. Such is the way life ebbs and flows on occasion. I cannot deal with it right now.